I had a headache yesterday too. Today, it switched sides and is worse. It's always worse on the atypical side.

Please don't think you're not doing OK because you want some help dealing. It's OK to ask for help, and it's OK that life is hard now. You'll get through it, but you have to GO through it. You put a lot of the shit off so you could deal with what you had to do, and now, you don't have to put it off. Boom!
I'm pretty sure you know this, so consider I'm just agreeing with you.