still it can't be nice with everyone snarling at her. I mean if she was a floorspot - you'd say, very nice dear and go out to the bog.

I think what she doesn't understand is that there is a certain amount of pleasure in screwing a living out of the dull earth. being a musician is sort of like that -its not the civil service, with a regular pay packet. you visit the publisher in his office and know that the money he's done you out of has paid for one of those Porsche's in the parking lot - but hey! you did it ! you got to make music. the crooks only make money.

anyway. regrets, I have had a few - but being a musician isn't one of them.
there's a gig tomorrow night - I don't know what it will be like, but i'm looking forward to it.