An old acquaintance died this morning - very old, would have been 100 in a few weeks - I hadn't heard, but she had fallen last week, so I guessed she had "took sick" in complications from the fall, and was saddened; but now I've found out she actually committed suicide, and suddenly feel much better. Now I am wondering if that is an appropriate reaction... nobody close to me has killed themselves, is this worse or better for the adult children, I wonder.