OK, whew, that one too has passed. I feel like someone standing on a crumbling cliff edge who had about 17,000 pairs of hands reach out and hold on... woke up this morning feeling neutral, rather than Oh shit I wish I were still unconscious, and THAT made me feel better right there! The elephant is off my chest and while I haven't actually DONE any of the things I need to do, at least the idea isn't sending me back to bed...Thank you all, I hope not to ask for this kind of help again anytime soon, but it's really, really good to know it's here.

You guys have done your good deed for the year as far as I'm concerned. Bless you.