Guest; If love hasn't made a fool of you then you haven't loved. Your posts tell me you are a caring person but they also tell me that you will endure. I went through a long period in my life of screwing up relationships etc. when I firmly believed I was destined to be alone forever. It passed and so shall this. In the mean time you can pm me if you so desire if you want to bend my ear. Kindest reguards, Neil