Woah, close to home. Forget someone who turns you down. Anyone who hurts you doesn't love you. They are too much involved with who they think they are to be able to give of themselves in a relationship. You are a quick learner, not some pathetic lovesick fool. The sun does rise and you will be okay, probably better for the experience. Don't look back, I am warning you, look forward. It is how you avoid potholes. Best Wishes.Ellen