Anyone who hurts you doesn't love you??? Any of you have children????

Guest,
Wallow in it for a while. You are not a fool or pathetic. A pathetic fool wouldn't feel as deeply about this as you do. Learn from it - if you find you are attracted to the same person in another body, notice the red flags. You will probably wander in any way but at least you will be prepared.
"Fools rush in where angels fear to tread"
How else could someone as normal as Karen end up married to Spaw?