What he's saying is, well, like, you've got this, like, magic mushroom sort of thing in your brain, and if you relax enough it can, er, make you hallucinate sort of style, and if you nearly dIe but not quite die the same thing happens, sort of, and you don't panic, and you see funny animals and stuff, but you can only tell us all that if you nearly die but not if you actually die. Failing that, take LSD. Hope this helps.