You are extremely blinkered to write off the Christian faith as having done no good and been unworthy of respect. And I could quote atheists that agree with that assessment    And for the benefit of anyone wondering , here are a couple of texts that speak of God caring for his people in feminine imagery. Deuteronomy 32 11f. Matthew 23. 27. Luke 15. 8-10.   Cf too Paul describing his care alo in feminine terms 1 Thessalonians 2. 7.   You are also in error re women following and propagating his word. As well as scattered texts in acts and the epistles , the first proclaimer of the ressurection of Christ was a woman.