No, Rick, you must have it. Lie, Cheat, Steal, whatever. You and that axe were destined to be together. You've followed your personal path, just as the guitar has followed its own, until your paths at last converged at that music store, just as it was meant to happen. Don't defy fate. This piece of musical hardware is your musical soul-mate, and you know it. If you don't, it would be like Bogart without Bacall, Rogers without Hammerstein, Simon without Schuster, Crosby without Stills (or maybe Nash, but not Young). Do it, dammit, do it.