It's you not reading, not me. It's fine that you believe and that you don't ask me to concur. It's also fine that I express extreme scepticism about the things you claim have happened to you. I can't prove that you're lying. I can't disprove anything you say and you can't give me sufficient evidence which would enable your claims to possess more than just a passing interest. That's life, that's you, that's me. If you feel secure about your claims you wouldn't give a damn about the likes of me. If you don't feel secure, you'll get defensive. Let's see.