You call yourself a patriot? You have been emotionally suckered by Anti American forces. Mainly Russia , who uses the NRA, with their cooperation, to use destabilizing destructive tactics to harm America and Americans.

I realize this is like discovering your father was a serial rapist killer. As you move through the 5 stages beginning with denial, you will eventually learn the truth. https://www.npr.org/2018/03/01/590076949/depth-of-russian-politicians-cultivation-of-nra-ties-revealed