I see humour in everything..

no matter how dark or despairing.

That is both strength and failing..

Nothing is off limits, no subject taboo..
It's a strain keeping a grim smile off my face,
and my mouth shut...

It is a constant awareness.....

I should have pursued a career in comedy,
but lacked all the necessary work ethic,
and other vital qualities such as arselicking networking, and talent..

At least some of my old school and student mates did go on
into sustained careers in media and entertainment [including politics..]...