I was invited here so I gave it a try despite dyslexia difficulties. After several years I stopped careing about what anyone else thought.
Then when I saw more habit in charge than value I stopped for many years. I was invited back. As long as I still get hate PM's I know I must be expressing my own independant thought and not lying to please other people. Right now I am lazily stuck at home and become more easily bored but if I undertake any one of three projects I will curtail these frequent posting of brain droppings.
If you wonder if you are in some sort of circle I bet you are the only one who cared about it. Its an illusion.
Woody said he would never be a member of any organiation that would stoop so low as to accept his membership. All memberships require some sort of sacrifice. If its worth the seeds or eggs you get from it, more power to you.