I'm going on a media diet. Yesterday I was in an uncharacteristic dark mood. Between current events, weather and the 16 week forcast for the pandemic I felt awful. Already the fog is lifting but a change up is long due. The simple act of rubbing my eyes and seeing geometric colorful shapes was replaced with just a dull grey indicating a neurological low. No fever, since by rolling my eyes upward I have always been able to determine my temperature by the degree of pain or discomfort I feel. Eyes are not windows to the soul, they are in fact part of the brain.