Thanks I need a lot of help as a fractured genius as I believe most of us are. The parts I am missing, like being unable to speak another language and coding are filled in by others. I even married so that I could have a translator for my empty parts.

There is a portrait of Bach holding a fugue fragment as he wryly grins.
It demonstrates a palindromic harmony that is non linear. I see time as non linear and shapes in hyperspace and other things easier than most people while I am an idiot in some other disciplines.
For those not on friendly terms with diversity will find all this unlikely but it has always been this way. Such is the nature of unique dyslexia.