Suddenly, my day brings me to a whole new appreciation for a place where it just might be OK to admit that whatever counterfeit of life I got caught up in today, it really sucked the big one. Yah, sure, I can keep up my pecker and apparently several others', most days, but just this one lil moment.... I give UP, and don't even think about cheering me back to the fray, because I'll do that for myself tomorrow just like always. And I had me nuffadatsheet. Today.... Matt, remember the bitterest messages you ever sent me? Sign me up for a DOUBLE. I want my turn NOW. And speaking of which, how come you quit writing me? What, am I chopped liver?

~S~