There are different flavors of white nationalists and I have surmised where one is on the spectrum including myself. I understand Steve can't 'smell' himself as the hateful bigoted troll he is. There is even the kind of denier who can partially accept certain facts and still be prejudiced to the contrary. Its as common as mixed feelings.
I know what amazes me does not amaze others. For example the DNA packet in sperm that will express a female will still corkscrew swim but go slower and lives longer than a male producing sperm. I accept that humans have temporary organs. Ther are probably thousands of things we will disagree.