Well, your post evokes mixed feelings too, Michael. I'm sorry for your melancholy, and that you're missing your Dad. But I'm happy for your group, and that you're doing music that your Dad really enjoyed. He's there with you in a way, I suppose, just by virtue of you thinking about him so much. Ickle Dorrit says "get on with it" and that's all you can do, but before you do that, make sure you leave yourself some time to just miss him and think about him. Margaret