Take care Kate I'll be thinking of you but go easy on yourself.
Micca I can only imagine how dreadfully moving it must be to go into these camps but I'm afraid I would never allow myself to feel chastened by it. I never fail to be sickened by some of the things human (?) beings did and still do to eachother but I could never be responsible whether through action or inaction for such atrocities and therefore have no need to feel any guilt!