Peg, you know I been there. So [(**&*&(&(*&]-- there's all the stuff I could say. Yada yada yada YAH.But the thought that arrowed into my mind reading this is that of course there is a pefect place just waiting for you.... It's been getting ready for you (and/or still is) throughout all your worries.
So grieve the loss of a home you have loved, grieve it deep and loud, and then when that well is somewhat emptier, take a deep breath and look... right... over... THERE. And it will be right there before your bright eyes.
What an adventure it will be!
~Susan