Hesperis---Give yourself a break--you are healing, and that is a job that pays off in something better than money, and that is health and self-sufficiency. Don't jeopordize something of real value by chasing the buck before you are really ready to do it--

Spend this time making plans for the time you will be better--in my experience, it is easy to get the things you want if you have start out with good plan, hard to get them with a bad plan, and impossible with no plan--

One great thing about being broke is that the things that you get all come cheap or free--when you have money, everything costs a lot of money--Take your free domain--if you had a lot of money, you wouldn't have thought twice about spending a lot of money on it--

When you're broke and unemployed, your time is your own, and time is what you need when you are a musician(practicing, writing, rehearsing, performing, all take time)--the saddest thing I've seen as I have gotten older--old musician friends who make lots of money, and buy expensive instruments that the never have time to play--