Take your time, you have lots, and when you start to feel better someone will come by who will knock your socks off. In a few months your eyes will clear and you will start to see the real faults in Mr. Fed Up.

You need to be aware that you have embarked on a roller coaster ride. Some days you will be down in the dumps and others you will feel fine. Just ride the coaster and let it take you where it will. Always keep in mind that the ride is finite and will end sooner or later. And you will be happy on the other end.

Good luck, kid. I am hoping you find that the ride is a short one.