Amergin, if they do hear it and they listen, they will hear your profuse apology and her reassurance. I am sure you've been doing a god job and that should also be taken into account. I have every confidence that you will be alright and I am giving thanks that this is so. Take some deep breaths and blow out all of the fear and self-recimination, sweetie. We are all human and stuff like that happens sometimes.

I *see* you surrounded by a big bubble of positive Light energy, extending to include your employers and co-workers, and everyone else you come into contact with, filled with harmony and understanding. When the fear comes up, say "Thanks, but NO thanks!" Then replace it with a positive image, such as above and give thanks.

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