Having read all of these threads and refrained from comment....I will now.
I too hope things have worked out and after a period of "reacquaintance" all will be back to the good things I hear of the Jug and all the folks who go there. As one of only 3 Americans to have a "Yorkshire Gathering Badge/Pin" I am happy to have ever been included in your thoughts......and on Wednesdays, I often think of all of you and this mystical place I hope to see sometime. I look forward to a session at the Jug myself.
Growth can be by turns, both wonderful and terrifying. I hope it all goes well and that wonderful continues to gain. My very best to all of you.