Well, interesting subject. I've been thinking about it and I've found that, basically, I am honest. ...but.. if I were to ask where do I think I would like to be MORE honest, it would be to all the people I owe money to. None of them want honesty though. They just want to be paid.

I wish I could send them all a letter stating all my bills, prioritized, with dates they would all be paid. They don't want that, they want money.

Oh, well. Next month I should have most of them paid and then, I could be honest again.

Meanwhile, I've substituted my feelings of self-esteem with madness and anxiety.

Love (really and truely), Annamill