Hi I just read your note in the page and thought that you could tell me if you are an enthusiastic musician? you seem quite interested but say that because you cant memorise things you loose interest. I understand that as I am dyslexic. My point is this, I have been playing Guitar for 14 years and just am begining to understand the finer ponts of music I think. You seem undetermined to do anything to help yourself if it doesnt happen imediatly??? All I think is that it doesnt matter if your music making is good bad or indifferent just keep playing and one day someone will find your music irresistable its fun its good and its living