Good luck.
My ex got most of the money and I got most of the sanity. A fair and equitable settlement I think you would agree. But if you have been half the household for 26 years you are entitled to a goodly share, even if that is deferred while the children are dependant.
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When I am not working I use the library for the internet, I get 1 hour (only) per day but it is free (here in Gloucestershire).