Aw hon.

Keep telling us about what you love about this man, and don't duck feeling ALL of it there is to feel... you'll come through in better shape if you let it all flow in and right back OUT. But also, get away from it, outside it, for some time every day.... MAKE yourself do some things that are good for you, even if they do not FEEL good right now-- they will build you up so you can bear this, and let your mind rest between the troughs of grief.

~Susan