Just close your eyes Kendall. Imagine the smell of tall pines after a rain. Imagine feeling the warmth of the people who surround you and care about you. Imagine the sound of their laughter and joyful singing. Imagine what 'someday soon' will be like once you get through 'now'. Now open your eyes...Kendall? Open your eyes! Kendall? You aren't even reading this are you?!