i came close to being an 'alky' when i was aged around 23-26. while at work, i'd go to the pub every lunchtime & drink a lot of beer. each morning around 10.30 i'd start to get the craving- a horrible sensation- and have to quickly stop whatever job i was doing and find the nearest pub. my bosses and colleagues obviously noticed my weakness, although no one ever said it was affecting the quality of my work. i also drank a lot in the evenings too-being somewhat of a loner at that time.

anyway,i honestly think i was saved by folk! i got into a circle of good friends- a lifestyle change- and did lots of interesting/stimulating activities-and even though i still drank beer it wasn't OTT any more & i wasn't controlled by it-instead i was in control.

i still drink a lot of whisky but theres no craving involved. i never drink during the day except at folk festivals/sessions & very importantly never drink & drive.

last few really excellent do's i've been at when it was my turn to drive, i've had a spectacular day/evening drinking bitter shandy[0.05% alcohol]

guest, hope you get yourself helped/help yourself!