Plan for a new roof rake the lawn and fix the flushbox again; honey-dos never end, and the leisurely weekend has become a task list; it made me so grumpy I acted quite cross dressing in jeans and workboots and noone to offer a cup of tea or some friendly company. You "run as fast as you can" just to keep up in this life and it is plain murder on the "creative impulses" that always seem more important and never reach "the right moment" to put attention on them.