The road is long on which we travel
Through fields of desolation we walk now and then
But even deserts that seem to go on for ever
Bursts into colour when the sunshine follows rain


My shrink told me I would never 'cure' the depression til I learned to love myself

The rejection of your fiancee makes you self critical and develops feelings of unworthliness in all areas of life thus feeding the depression. write down what you feel in whatever way is best for you
song letter diary notes look at all your self criticisms and then look here again

You may feel yourself unworthy but everyone here feels you are a worthy human being each has taken the time to share their concern and love for you - there are a lot of messages here - that should tell you something