Hi,

I am very strapped for time here at work so I cannot answer as fully as I'd like. However, I am very grateful for the responses. For those of you who sent me a PM I will answer when I get some time.

One of the points made by several people is that they have been through this themselves. I know this is the case but when you are there it seems as though no one could understand. Your posts help me see that I am not alone in going through this. Others have been through it too.

Saturday was the third anniversary of when a previous life love and soul mate left me for another man. In my current condition I am susceptable to reviewing the past failures and letting them drag me down. The shuttle disaster did not help at all. I tried to enjoy some music in Portsmouth on Friday but was too down to stay long. I left early and went straight home. But Jeri gave me a hug and spoke words of comfort that helped me feel better.

Thanks my friends,

Brett