Well, I got a long distance relationship with a lovely woman in another country. We have met and are engaged. Currently I am trying to pay off everything I owe for car, computer and all, and then sort things out and go to be with her. One problem is that I am on the dole and have been for the last month or so. well today I got a parcel with some gifts and sweets and some money that she had left over from our holiday. I voiced my conern over this telling ehr that i appreciate it but i didn't want it to drive a wedge between us and that I didn't want her to resent me for sending me her hard earned money to help me out. Well, she got upset and is now breaking things off. She has said that before but it was only in the heat of the moment and when things got sorted out we were happy again. Now she is also very sick and depreseed so I don't know if it is that talking.
but I don't know now. I love her dearly I know she loves me, but now i am afraid of losing her.