Hi Gerald here again, having re-read your follow up mail right through once again, I have come to the conclusion that your only way out of the situation which you now find yourself in, is to follow up upon the very good and honest advice given to you by Raedwulf, {my compliments} and that is to see a good Hypno-Annalist, who can then determine just what your problem really is. Speaking as an accomplished Hypno-therapist of many years standing, I do know that it is a very hard task for any Hypnotist to work with anyone who is under the influence of alcohol, as one must be able to concentrate deeply upon what he is saying without distraction for quite some length of time in order to pick up the theme of the induction, {drunken people find it very hard to concentrate} with drugs it is another matter, they have to be of the Hypnotic type such as Sodium Pentothal or allied drugs, administered by injection {you would obviously know if that had taken place}but, having said all that, I can tell you that it is quite possible for an Hypnotist to place a posthypnotic suggestion in the mind of a good deep trance subject{of which I have mentioned previously} for him or her to react upon at some later date, or pre-arranged interval's, completely without the knowledge of the subject whatsoever. This entire sort of thing I have experimented with in the past with 100% success. But in order for these things to take place, then some form of trigger device, or key word, has to be used to incline the subject to carry out the mission. I personally have experienced one of these sorts of helpful therapeutic type posthypnotic suggestions to last for as long as 19 years, and indeed it is still operative today, but I must stress that it is completely with the participating subjects willing consent. So do follow the advice given, and contact a Practicing Hypnotist as soon as is possible within your own time, and then he and he alone can put your mind at rest by determining whether or not you are one of the somnambulistic type person's who could possibly be used in this manner. And thereby put to an end to the mental torture and misery that you appear to have been experiencing, for it is always easier to discuss a problem such as yours in private, face to face than to try to decipher the causes in public… And now to end with an answer to all the unbeliever's out there, consider this, if you were lying injured on the road, after a motor accident, writhing in agony, with a possible broken limb or two, would you think it would be possible for you to be conned into believing that you had just received a pain reliving injection which would leave you feeling pain-free, until the arrival of the paramedics sometime later, with the real thing. No, I am perfectly sure that you could not! But that is exactly what did happen when one day I was the only person around to witness that scenario, and was able to do just that with the young man concerned. Sometime afterwards I came into contact with him again, and the first thing that he asked me was where I had got the Anaesthetic from at the time. And this I can assure you, he was just as much an unbeliever in Hypnotism as you. That is he was, until that fateful day. I rest my case. Gerald, Lifelong Hypnotist.