It could have been worse Christie.
You could have been playing your first gig at a Monastery, and forced one of the Monks to break a 35 year vow of silence to say ''You Suck.'' THAT would have been impressive!
And further to one of Rick Fielding's comments in this thread, I would get a hold of Kevorkian and tell him you're depressed. See if he can just give you enough to make you drowzy.