Am aleady working on the learning an instrument. Unfortunately, the fellow teaching me has more problems that I have. Will stick with it because when his mind is clear ( or at least clearish) he is a wonderful teacher.

Realised that as a graduate of the local university, be it quite a long time ago, I can use their career service so I've been down and had a short chat with one of their guidance workers. Still don't know what I want to do but am going for a longer chat in January. Its left me strangely emotional about everything but at least I'm doing something.