BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May

Subject: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Little Robyn
Date: 12 May 10 - 03:11 AM

I found a lump, it was squashed, scanned, photographed, and biopsy'd just before Easter.
Cancer!
So tomorrow morning I'm off to the hospital where they'll cut it all off. It should be gone by lunchtime!
It should only take two nights in hospital so I hope to be back at Mudcat very soon.
How do I feel about it?
I'm absolutely terrified!
But they say it must be done so here goes a new experience.
The experts say I should be back to work in a couple of weeks (but some of my colleagues are planning for my final days already).
I am not going to die of breast cancer!!!
My family don't do that – they all have heart attacks and I was mentally preparing for my turn when this thing jumped up and hit me.
I don't know how long before I'll be able to play my pipes again and I don't think I can manage morris tunes on my piano accordian for awhile either.
I have a few books lined up to enjoy and my brother has sent me a set of DVDs of the Poldark TV series from many years ago so I'm intending to enjoy this forced holiday.
And tonight we're off to the Rose & Shamrock for the local session (no I won't be drinking anything alcoholic) and that will probably be my last chance for a wee while.
See you later,
Robyn

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: GUEST,noreen
Date: 12 May 10 - 03:30 AM

Best of luck with all you are going through, Robyn.
Hugs.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: mouldy
Date: 12 May 10 - 04:33 AM

You know there are loads of people who will be wishing you well here.
They've found it, and are dealing with it.

Best of luck, lass! Your body will tell you when it's ready to play music again, so don't try before it's ready, or you'll end up pulling something.

Andrea

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Will Fly
Date: 12 May 10 - 04:48 AM

Best wishes - good luck - and here's to success and a speedy recovery!

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Georgiansilver
Date: 12 May 10 - 05:11 AM

Thought and prayers will be with you. Best wishes, Mike.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: catspaw49
Date: 12 May 10 - 05:13 AM

What Mouldy said............and you've been around here long enough to know that!

I love that kickass attitude Rob! With all the nutso health problems I've had and close calls, I have gotten the feeling somehow that "this one ain't it." One of these days something will come along and I think I'll "know" but so far......

Keep us posted as you can 'cause we'lll be here waiting for the good news. Remember we need you here to kickoff the New Year thread again!



Spaw

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: alanabit
Date: 12 May 10 - 05:29 AM

Look forward to having you back in next to no time.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Leadfingers
Date: 12 May 10 - 06:28 AM

One of the Cancers with a VERY good prognosis if its caught early !
I like your attitude - You'll be Fine !!

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: GUEST,kendall
Date: 12 May 10 - 06:51 AM

With modern treatments cancer is not the killer it once was. You will be fine.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: greg stephens
Date: 12 May 10 - 07:02 AM

All the very best. Happened to me five years ago(different portion of the body!)...played a gig ten days later, still going strong now(touch wood). Take care, and maybe not the piano accordion for a week or two(dangerous at the best of times)

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Barb'ry
Date: 12 May 10 - 07:39 AM

Thinking of you, Robyn. Much love, barb'ry

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Charley Noble
Date: 12 May 10 - 07:55 AM

Robyn-

Sounds as if you're as well prepared as someone can be for a life threatening affliction.

Here's hoping that surgery does its job and recovery is swifter than you might expect.

Charley Noble

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: SINSULL
Date: 12 May 10 - 08:07 AM

Robyn,
They found it. By Friday it will be gone and you can get on with your life. I won't pretend it isn't frightening but as Kendall, Greg, and numerous others can attest, it is not the end.
Enjoy the session and the rest.
Come back healthy.
Mary

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Micca
Date: 12 May 10 - 08:47 AM

Best wishes for the BEST outcome, you are in my thoughts,
Micca

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Janie
Date: 12 May 10 - 09:21 AM

Cheering for you here from the sidelines, LR.

Janie

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Morticia
Date: 12 May 10 - 09:26 AM

thinking of you, good luck but you aren't going to need it!

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: VirginiaTam
Date: 12 May 10 - 09:37 AM

Good thoughts coming atcha from over here in England, Robyn. Keep your thoughts on the up side and keep us in the know. Now tracing this thread to watch your progress.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: GUEST,Neil D
Date: 12 May 10 - 09:52 AM

Good luck and best wishes.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Bonzo3legs
Date: 12 May 10 - 09:55 AM

Best of luck to you, my wife had breast cancer in 1994 and is still going strong!

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Rapparee
Date: 12 May 10 - 10:12 AM

My wife had thyroid cancer fifty years ago and she's still going strong. Good things pour upon you!

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: wysiwyg
Date: 12 May 10 - 10:14 AM

Noted, prayerfully.

~S~

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: katlaughing
Date: 12 May 10 - 10:21 AM

Thanks for letting us know, Robyn. All good thoughts for a swift and complete healing. Lots and lots of survivors these days. My mom had uterine cancer in the late 1960s and lived to pass on from old age instead! Tell your co-workers to go fly a kite!

With all good wishes for Peace Profound,

kat

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: LilyFestre
Date: 12 May 10 - 10:24 AM

I'm going through chemo myself right now....had my surgery back in January. I don't have breast cancer but I'm beginning to think cancer is cancer......it effects each of us different and the same in a very unique way.

I've cried, stomped, carried on, made new friends, found places of hope when I was sure there was none to be had, figured out what's really important (or not) in my life and that my imagination is not the best friend I thought it was. I've also found support, love, prayers, friendship and an occassional ass kicking right here at Mudcat.....all pretty much when I needed them. If you ever want to talk, feel free to PM me.

In the meantime, eat the best as you can to fortify your body, get registered with the American Cancer Society...they have free wigs, will give you up to $300.00 towards transportation costs and can be very helpful. Read all you can about the specific cancer you have, treatments available, what to expect....knowledge is power, especially in the medical field.

Lots of love, prayers and a shoulder to lean on if you need one.

XOXOXOOX
Michelle

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Ebbie
Date: 12 May 10 - 10:41 AM

Wishing you the best, Little Robyn.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: frogprince
Date: 12 May 10 - 10:48 AM

If you weren't scared stiff, you probably wouldn't be normal. Just know you'll have a bunch of people on both sides of the pond pulling for you.
               Dean in Michigan

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: VirginiaTam
Date: 12 May 10 - 11:04 AM

What Michelle said! And a follow of her thread LilyFestre - great oncology numbers... may be of help, especially as insight into what kinds of fears, hopes and relief you may face. Especially how to meet the monster with grace.

uumm also I think Robyn is in New Zealand, but there are probably similar support networks there.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: topical tom
Date: 12 May 10 - 11:15 AM

All best wishes, Robyn. Have courage, stay positive, and kick the hell out of it!

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Hollowfox
Date: 12 May 10 - 11:21 AM

Isn't it a wonderful thing that something is being done! A hundred years ago, things wouldn't have gone so well. The $#@!-reduction candle starts up when I get home.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Sandra in Sydney
Date: 12 May 10 - 11:40 AM

adding my wishes to the chorus

sandra

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: jacqui.c
Date: 12 May 10 - 12:12 PM

All good wishes Robyn from another cancer survivor - six years now since I got past womb cancer. A positive attitude is always a plus.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Alice
Date: 12 May 10 - 12:18 PM

Good luck and all the best wishes for you, Robyn.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: olddude
Date: 12 May 10 - 01:44 PM

In my prayers Robyn, get well soon let us know if you need anything

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Little Robyn
Date: 12 May 10 - 02:38 PM

Thank you for all your wishes and prayers.
Michelle, I have been following your progress. XOXOX
It's about 20 to seven (am) NZ time and I have to be at the hospital by 7:30. It should be all over in about 5 or 6 hours.
Cheers and love to all,
Robyn

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: gnu
Date: 12 May 10 - 03:08 PM

Have fun and update us with good news AYEC.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: fat B****rd
Date: 12 May 10 - 03:20 PM

Best regards from Charlie in Dunfermline. Take good care.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Andy Jackson
Date: 12 May 10 - 03:25 PM

The best of Mudcat wishes for you Robyn.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Bonzo3legs
Date: 12 May 10 - 03:54 PM

Don't forget to take Arnica before and after the operation, it helps with recovery.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: LilyFestre
Date: 12 May 10 - 05:39 PM

Thinking about you RIGHT now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(((((((((((((((((Hugs and Prayers))))))))))))))))))

Michelle

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Gweltas
Date: 12 May 10 - 09:37 PM

Have included you in my prayers for a good outcome and a swift return to full health.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Stilly River Sage
Date: 12 May 10 - 09:43 PM

You're probably out of surgery as I write, and wondering what it was you drank last night to give you such a hangover. ;-/

You certainly played this one "close to the vest," so to speak. But do let us know more about how you're doing, if you want, and start a thread if that will help. It becomes your own personal rooting section that way. :)

SRS

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: SINSULL
Date: 12 May 10 - 10:02 PM

Welcome back, Robyn.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: LilyFestre
Date: 12 May 10 - 10:35 PM

:) Good Morning Sunshine.

I'm hoping that you are able to get some sleep at the hospital, that you have a compassionate medical team and that you are gentle with yourself.

Lots of love coming your way.

Michelle

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Little Robyn
Date: 12 May 10 - 11:40 PM

Mitch here, just reporting that Robyn's had the surgery and is recovering pretty well. Straight afterward she was looking a bit blue, but the methylene blue they inject to trace the lymph nodes will do that to you. It looks as though the worst (for a musician) hasn't happened, as she still has full sensation and control in her arm, so she's now looking forward with confidence to getting back into playing at the session and the Morris.
Thanks for all your good wishes - it's great to have a worldwide support group.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Genie
Date: 13 May 10 - 12:17 AM

Hugs and prayers for you,
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Robyn}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Genie

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Gurney
Date: 13 May 10 - 12:37 AM

Good wishes from us, of course. The sooner Robyn has the bellows under her elbow, the happier we'll be.   Chris and Judy.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: catspaw49
Date: 13 May 10 - 12:42 AM

Hey Mitch...........Thanks for the update. We'll be hanging round for awhile 'cause we care and 'cause we're all too damn lazy to go anywhere else. Best of everything to Robbo....and you too!

Spaw

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: open mike
Date: 13 May 10 - 02:31 AM

every wish for successful outcome...rise above that knife!!

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Sandra in Sydney
Date: 13 May 10 - 03:12 AM

ditto

sandra

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Catherine Jayne
Date: 13 May 10 - 03:26 AM

Thinking of you x

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: My guru always said
Date: 13 May 10 - 04:47 AM

Thanks for the update!! Sending positive thoughts!

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: katlaughing
Date: 13 May 10 - 05:07 AM

Thanks, Mitch, for letting us know. That is good knews about her arm and all. {{{{{{HUGS}}}}} for you both with lots of thanks givings for continued good tidings coming from Colorado.

kat

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: jacqui.c
Date: 13 May 10 - 07:34 AM

Great news - here's to a speedy and full recovery.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: SINSULL
Date: 13 May 10 - 07:36 AM

Good news. Now get home and rest and pamper yourself.
Mary

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: VirginiaTam
Date: 13 May 10 - 08:30 AM

thanks for keeping us updated Mitch... more light and healing thoughts headed your way Robyn.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: LilyFestre
Date: 13 May 10 - 10:02 AM

Hey Mitch!!!

    Thank you for taking the time to send us all an update!!!   Give Robyn my love and let her know that there are lots of us thinking about her today!!! So glad the surgery is over.....let the healing begin! :)

Love,

Michelle

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Bonzo3legs
Date: 13 May 10 - 10:03 AM

Again best wishes from my wife and I.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Severn
Date: 13 May 10 - 11:06 AM

All the best to you from another who has survived small cell cancer confined to the lymphatic system (now in complete remission after chemo treatments). I'll be rooting for you and be following your progress as it's posted. We're all here for you, as the Mudcat community was there for me in my recent times of trouble. Please keep us all up on your progress.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: artbrooks
Date: 13 May 10 - 11:10 AM

Good to hear that it all went well...knock wood.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: MikeL2
Date: 13 May 10 - 02:32 PM

Hi Robyn

The very best reagards to you and also the best of luck. I hope you have speedy return to full health.

You have the right attitude to beat the beast.

Regards

MikeL2

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: ClaireBear
Date: 13 May 10 - 04:23 PM

I missed this earlier, so sorry to chime in late. My best wishes, with hopes for an early and complete recovery. And, may you rejoice in the feeling of being more alive and conscious of your life than ever before -- a feeling that I remember well. That is cancer's gift, and it's a good one.

Gentle hugs,
Claire

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Hawker
Date: 13 May 10 - 05:31 PM

Holding your hand Robyn, keeping you in my thoughts and hoping you'll be healed, healthy and raring to go in no time.
Cheers, Lucy x

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Stilly River Sage
Date: 13 May 10 - 07:44 PM

Thanks for keeping us up to date, Mitch!

SRS

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: olddude
Date: 13 May 10 - 09:52 PM

Thinking of you and still in my prayers for a full, complete and speedy recovery my friend

DAn

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: LilyFestre
Date: 13 May 10 - 11:04 PM

Hi Robyn,

   I'm getting ready for bed and you are on my mind. Someone has to say it, so it may as well be me. I hope they gave you the GOOD pain meds and that you ask for them as often as you need to. My surgeon told me there was no reason that I (or anyone else) needs to be in pain....so here's to excellent pain management!!!!
   I hope you have a roomate who doesn't snore, a comfy bed and enough quiet to get some rest.

Be well my friend,

Michelle

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife tomorrow
From: Janie
Date: 14 May 10 - 06:33 PM

Yes!

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Little Robyn
Date: 14 May 10 - 09:11 PM

Hi all, I'm home again and it's all over - well, sort of.
Thank you for all your good wishes.
Michelle, I was in with 2 other women and the first night we hardly slept at all. Between the 3 of us, we must have used the bathroom a dozen times. But last night I slept like a log and I was ready to get out by 10am.
My notes say:
.....elective L mastectomy and sentinal node biopsy for a L breast lump. Surgery proceded on 13/5 without complication - 4 nodes removed, close lateral margin so further tissue taken.
Routine post op, obs remained stable, efebrile.

So now I'm just gonna blob in front of the telly (when I've finished on the computer) and the district nurse will come around to fix up dressings and tubes, tomorrow and next week.
Thanks again.
See you later.
Robyn

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: gnu
Date: 14 May 10 - 09:21 PM

Dunno what all the means, but I hope it's good. Blob away!

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Janie
Date: 14 May 10 - 09:29 PM

Dang, LR. From your pre-op description, I assumed you were having a lumpectomy.

Rest well. Heal well. May those margins prove to not have been exceeded. Like many others, I will continue to hold you in my thoughts and meditations.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Sandra in Sydney
Date: 14 May 10 - 09:54 PM

me too

sending gentle cyberhugs.

sandra

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Cuilionn
Date: 14 May 10 - 10:06 PM

Healing blessings...

and more power to your elbow!

(Now there's less frontal obstructionary material, so you may look forward to piping like...well, like an Amazon!)

--Cuilionn, who is happily surrounded by bagpipery and thinks bagpipe-playing women are wonderful!

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: LilyFestre
Date: 14 May 10 - 10:13 PM

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh.......nothing like being home and in your own bed!!!! That's THE best!!!!   

My roommate and I didn't sleep the first night in the hospital either....that was pretty much wishful thinking!!! We both had catheters so there were no trips to the bathroom....just pain and restlessness.

I'm so glad to hear you are home. I'm not sure what your medical info means....do you have to wait for the pathology results or ????

Let your family, friends and visiting nurses take care of you....sit back and resist any urges you have to get up and do things....at least for a few days!

Love & Hugs,

Michelle

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Bugsy
Date: 15 May 10 - 12:36 AM

Just found this thread (boon off the 'puter for a couple of days).

I'm SO GLAD everything went well for you!

You have exactly the right attitude to beat this. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

With love


Bugsy

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: VirginiaTam
Date: 15 May 10 - 06:19 AM

Hi Robyn.

Good to see you back so soon. Take as much healing rest as you need.

tam - still putting out good thoughts for your quick recovery.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: jacqui.c
Date: 15 May 10 - 07:22 AM

Good to see you posting. Rest and recover.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Little Robyn
Date: 15 May 10 - 07:27 AM

I've been dozing in front of the telly for a few hours and I feel quite good now.
It's bedtime here but I'm not tired at the moment.
They checked the lymph nodes while I was on the table and they were clear but the actual lump has been sent away for testing and those results should take about a week.
Otherwise everything was routine, my blood pressure, pulse and temperature all stayed stable and I've been given pain killers that I keep forgetting to take because I'm not in much pain.
It just pulls a bit when I try to do the exercises - lifting my arms and stretching - I'm a bit stiff in places.
At least it was on the bag side, not the bellows side, see here.

Cheers,
Robyn

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: SINSULL
Date: 15 May 10 - 11:12 AM

Word of warning: DO NOT WATCH THE SHOPPING CNANNEL WHILE ENJOYING GOOD DRUGS. Shortly after I stopped the painkillers I received a box of about fifty children's watches all with dead batteris. My credit card statement said I paid $15 for them. LOL.
It seemed a bargain at the time.
Be well. Heal.
Mary

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Big Phil
Date: 15 May 10 - 03:43 PM

All the best for a swift recovery.

Big Phil.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: catspaw49
Date: 15 May 10 - 05:55 PM

Hell Sisns, you were lucky! I'm still paying for a quonset hut in the Aleutian Islands...........

Great news Robbo!   

Spaw

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: GUEST,skarpi
Date: 16 May 10 - 06:14 AM

Hugs and prayers for you,
{{{{{Robyn}}}} get well in you r own time
from ash land (Iceland)

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Leadfingers
Date: 16 May 10 - 01:12 PM

Hope all continues to go well !!

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: gnu
Date: 16 May 10 - 01:44 PM

SINS.... hahahaaa

Keep on truckin LR!

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: olddude
Date: 16 May 10 - 04:40 PM

Hey Sins,
I have a bunch of old tires I would let go for 15 bucks on your credit card ... LOL

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: SINSULL
Date: 16 May 10 - 05:00 PM

Fortunately, they took away the drugs. It was that or the credit card.
How are you today, Robyn? Sometimes the weariness takes a few days to hit.
SINS

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: olddude
Date: 16 May 10 - 05:02 PM

Robyn
please heal up and get playing again soon my friend
still in my prayers

Love Dan

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Little Robyn
Date: 16 May 10 - 05:43 PM

Morning all,
The District Nurse has called and checked my bits. The drains have both been taken out now so I slept better last night.
I feel almost normal for an hour or two and then I need to sit down for awhile.
We had prefrozen dinner last night but then I crawled off to bed and left Mitch to do the dishes. Someone else is cooking tonight's dinner for us so that will be very nice.
I think I'll head back to bed now and get stuck in to the latest Diana Gabaldon book which I've had since last year but haven't had time to read.
It's 20 to 10 on a lovely sunny morning, in Autumn here.
What a great life!
See you later,
Robyn

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Janie
Date: 16 May 10 - 08:37 PM

*smiles*

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: LilyFestre
Date: 16 May 10 - 10:45 PM

Hey Girl,

    You're still on my mind.

Be well.

Michelle

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: JennieG
Date: 17 May 10 - 07:24 AM

Best wishes from across the ditch!

Cheers
JennieG

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Don(Wyziwyg)T
Date: 17 May 10 - 07:06 PM

Robyn, those results read exactly like my wife's results some seven years ago now, and she is still completely clear, so I have a feeling that you've beaten the beast.

Very best wishes to you from both of us

Don & Winnie T.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Sandra in Sydney
Date: 17 May 10 - 09:50 PM

I was telling a friend who is a nurse about your short stay in hospital. Her comment - Routine operation, no complications - routine recovery after surgery.

I'm sure life was different when another friend had a mastectomy in 1978 & when her neighbour had one 20 years before.

sandra

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Mingulay
Date: 18 May 10 - 12:26 PM

Hope all goes well for you Robyn, I was under the knife myself at the end of January with suspected testiculat cancer. Thankfully the tests on the offending article proved negative and I was out the same day. However the wound somehow became infected and caused a huge abcess so I was back under again at Easter to rectify it. I regard it as a warranty job! Still wondering if I should move to Russia and change my name to Ivor Bollockoff!!

Mingulay
Still vertical and breathing.

Subject: RE: BS: Update on Little Robyn
From: Little Robyn
Date: 18 May 10 - 03:51 PM

Hi Mingulay,
Maybe I could come with you as Mrs Ivor Titoff.
Or you could go to China as Won Hunglo?
Things are still going well.
I'm a bit stiff under the arm but I keep doing the exercises.
I guess it helped that I was fit and well before the op and it wasn't as if I was a double D to start with - more like a storm in an A cup!
It's Wednesday morning here - maybe I can go with Mitch to the session tonight??? I promise I'll just sit quietly - and I won't drink too much. Can I have just one?
Robyn

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Herga Kitty
Date: 18 May 10 - 06:24 PM

All best wishes Robyn, and hope you get to the session!

Kitty

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Sandy Mc Lean
Date: 19 May 10 - 02:30 AM

Get well quick!

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: LilyFestre
Date: 19 May 10 - 03:32 AM

Glad to hear your recovery is going well and you are following Dr.'s orders!!!!   

YAY!!!!

:) Michelle

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Little Robyn
Date: 19 May 10 - 05:42 PM

I went to the session!
It ended fairly early and I didn't overdo anything.
I took my 3/4 size guitar and a very small (12 bass) accordion but I didn't play the bass at all - just chords and tunes with the right hand. And when I did feel a bit tired, I just stopped and listened.
The breast cancer people gave me a lovely little crescent shaped pillow when I was in hospital, with instructions to place it under my seat belt in the car or use it, tied around my shoulder, to cushion the wound.
So I attached it to the back of the accordion, tied at the top of the straps, and it works a treat!
Now, when can I go back to work?
When does the Pink Pilates course start?
Can I get a new radiator in my car next week?
I'm getting bored here.
Cheers,
Robyn

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: jacqui.c
Date: 19 May 10 - 06:28 PM

Bored is good - that means that you are recovering well.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: gnu
Date: 19 May 10 - 06:29 PM

Good oh.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: vectis
Date: 19 May 10 - 06:42 PM

Glad to hear that you are bored, that means you are lively. Too tired to do bored is bad. Good luck lass. It looks like you are doing OK so far.
Mary

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Sandra in Sydney
Date: 19 May 10 - 09:31 PM

I second that

sandra

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: LilyFestre
Date: 19 May 10 - 10:21 PM

HOORAY for FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Michelle

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Little Robyn
Date: 21 May 10 - 04:09 AM

"How are you today, Robyn? Sometimes the weariness takes a few days to hit.
SINS"

It's been a week since the op.
The weariness has hit!
Today wasn't so good - I had bother sleeping last night and so got up early but then I started to feel cold so went back to bed for awhile.
Last night the 4 year old grandaughter was playing beside me. She lost her footing and fell against me, her little hand landed just above my cut and I saw stars for some time. We must be more careful.
So I've been taking things easy for a change. Back to the dozing and blobbing in front of the telly (in the bedroom).
Tomorrow will be better!
The Pink Pilates exercises should start next Thursday.
That should help.
Nite all,
Robyn

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: mouldy
Date: 21 May 10 - 04:45 AM

The effects of anaesthetic can take some time to wear off - it has to clear your system, and you are still in the "post op" period - there's a reason the docs ban you from driving for 6 weeks after major surgery, you know! You just be kind to yourself! You are doing great, but don't get over ambitious, my girl!

Where in NZ are you? My son is in Wellington and I do pop over from time to time, although I may not be over for about a year...depends on what happens with me selling my house this summer (the sooner it sells, the sooner I can plan my next trip).

Listen to your body..it will tell you what it needs.

Andrea x

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Sandra in Sydney
Date: 21 May 10 - 04:49 AM

blobbing & nodding in front of tele is obviously good for you -

keep up the good work.

sandra

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Gurney
Date: 21 May 10 - 05:38 PM

I suppose you have plenty of music, judging by the family repertoire, but if I can help with anything, just PM me. Chris.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Little Robyn
Date: 22 May 10 - 05:02 PM

I went to bed early last night and so far, today is better.
I still have a lump under my arm where the drainage tube was but I have to wait until Tuesday to see the surgeon. If it's still there then he may lance it! Aaarrccchhhhkkkk!
He'll take off the sticking plaster (masking tape) from the cut and I'll be able to see what I look like now. ;
Robyn

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: LilyFestre
Date: 22 May 10 - 08:03 PM

Hey Robyn,

    Thinking of you and hope the stars have faded some. I wish you a day of comfort and lots of love.

Michelle

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Sandra in Sydney
Date: 23 May 10 - 05:48 AM

I have a pic in a book showing a marvellous woman who has a tattoo over her scar - a vine, I think.

It took me forever to find the pic in one of my books & seconds to find Deena Metzger on the www.

About 10 years ago a male friend had heart surgery & was planning to get a similar tattoo over his scar, but I don't think he ever got around to it.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Little Robyn
Date: 23 May 10 - 06:53 AM

Wow!
I don't think I'd be brave enough to have a tattoo there!
I have yet to see my scar - it's still under a bandage.
Unveiling on Tuesday, I think.
Robyn

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Sandra in Sydney
Date: 23 May 10 - 08:05 AM

same male friend once stuck one of those sticker tattoos used by kids on his face. It was a small red spiderweb, about thumbnail size & friends thought he'd knocked into something hard & injured himself!

sandra (who would never get a tattoo)

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Little Robyn
Date: 25 May 10 - 02:15 AM

Bugger, bugger, bugger!!!
I saw the surgeon, he took the bandages off and was pleased with the healing process. He said it was a good sort of cancer to have – it should respond well to hormone treatment.
What sort of cancer is ever a good sort?????
BUT the lymph node that they took out was sent away to be double checked (it was clear on the day) and the checking process found a few cancer cells.
So I've gotta do it all over again!
NO!!!
They want to remove all the nymph lodes on that side!!!
Just to make sure there's nothing left.
I told him I want to go to Wellington for a folk reunion and he says there's no hurry this time – they can wait until we get back.
So I have to go back in on 17th June, I think.
Then they'll decide if I'll need chemo as well.
Hopefully not, just hormones – I can cope with those.
And I was just beginning to feel normal again.
I am allowed to drive again and I can go back to work if I feel OK but then it's all on again.
Oh sh*t, oh dear!

Sorry for swearing - I don't normally swear.
But I am so annoyed!!!
And I haven't even seen the scar yet - I need to get in front of a mirror but it's time to feed the family.
Later, when I've got some time to myself.....
Robyn

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Sandra in Sydney
Date: 25 May 10 - 06:44 AM

sh*t, what's wrong with saying bugger? swear as necessary, even throw tantrums if necessary.

my cancer that was removed 15 months ago was a good one - tho it can be malignant & can come back in the same area, but ... So I have quarterly checkups

and my thyroid Dr said if the nodes on my thyroid ever became cancerous, it was (also) a good cancer cos it could be easily removed. And I have annual checkup & biopsy of those nodes, which haven't changed in 2 years.

sending hugs & best wishes

sandra (way back in the 70's a friend apologised for saying "damn" so I said 'Shit, what's wrong with saying damn?')

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Little Robyn
Date: 25 May 10 - 07:02 AM

I've checked the scar...
It's ugly!
I'm going to bed.
It was such a good day this morning but it has sure deteriorated as the day progressed.
Robyn

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: mouldy
Date: 25 May 10 - 12:14 PM

Scars always look bad when they are new. They are red, swollen, and most of all, uninvited.
The results weren't as you had hoped, but "they" are not going into panic mode over them, so go to your folk reunion with the intention of having a real good time. (I bet your scar has subsided a bit by then too!)

One of my neighbours had a lump on her neck, which turned out to be a sarcoma. It and the lymph nodes on that side of her neck were removed. Then she had another op to take a little bit more tissue, because they found a couple of ominous dark spots on the inside side of the tumour, and they wanted to be doubly sure. She has gone around for the last year with a neck like Frankenstein's monster (especially after the initial skin graft from her thigh), full of keloid tissue, and not able to turn her neck properly. She went recently for a checkup prior to a reconstructive/neck easing op, and there was a bit they weren't happy about, so she's had to have an MRI scan. They think it's probably just an infection, but that's delayed her surgery further. She's very pragmatic about the whole thing (she's a Yorkshire lass) and just wears very pretty scarves. She has continued to work at a local care home all through it, and when the residents have asked, she has told them.

This is merely to point out that scars are there now, and it's going to be up to you what relationship you decide you are going to have with them. It is still VERY early days, and you have already gone through an awful lot, so just keep on as you are doing - brilliantly - but go easy on the pipes a while longer...

Andrea xx

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Little Robyn
Date: 26 May 10 - 12:57 AM

Today is much better.
I'm getting used to the idea of more surgery, (tho it wasn't too good at 4:30am).
I've just had a phone call from Lorna to say she and Bill Sables are about 2 hours away - with my Mudcat Tee shirt!!!!
Yay!!!
And it's our session night so maybe we can take them to the Rose & Shamrock for dinner and some music.
Anyone else wanna come?
Robyn

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Little Robyn
Date: 26 May 10 - 07:24 AM

We had a lovely night - dinner at the pub, then music.
Bill didn't have his banjo with him but he managed to borrow a mandolin and joined in as well.
People stayed chatting until well after 10:30pm.
And I have my Tee shirt!!
Bill and Lorna are in the motor camp at the end of our street so we may see them again before they leave in the morning.
Nite all,
Robyn

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: jacqui.c
Date: 26 May 10 - 09:01 AM

Robyn - I have a lovely scar from my navel down to the base of my abdomen. Kendall has one vertically down his chest. If I think about either of them it is with gratitude that they are there because doctors carried out life saving surgery on each of us. If not for those scars we would both probably be dead by now.

Your scar will fade with time and there are now some preparations on the market that can help with the fading, although I haven't actually tried anything myself.

Good luck with the next op, and enjoy your folk gathering.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Sandra in Sydney
Date: 26 May 10 - 09:50 AM

my 15 month old scar is till bright red, & stiff, but neither my surgeon or physio are worried.

My physio keeps telling me it's deep as well as long (over 12") & healing perfectly properly for something just above the fold of my leg.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: katlaughing
Date: 26 May 10 - 11:04 AM

I always said if I ever had to have heart surgery, I would get a zipper tattooed on the scar, but here I am five years later and have not and won't. While it doesn't really hurt unless I've moved in some strange way which tugs at it deep down, it is tenderish right on the vertical scar and I don't think I could sit still for it to be tattooed. If I could, it would be a vine of flowers to connect to the one which dips down around and under my right breast.:-)

As Jacqui said, scars do fade. No one really notices mine any more nor do I. It's troublesome you have to have more surgery, but also, as Jacqui said, that can be lifesaving so we make it through. Maybe think of your scar as a badge of courage, honour, and the life affirming path you have chosen.

Don't forget to pamper yourself, too.:-)

kat

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: SINSULL
Date: 26 May 10 - 11:14 AM

Sorry about the the second surgery, Robyn, but glad they found those cells now rather than have them create a more serious problem later.
Scars are signs of wisdom. Cherish them. If nothing else, you have learned how precious and precarious life is.
Heal.
Mary

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife again
From: Little Robyn
Date: 16 Jun 10 - 07:16 AM

Here we go again!
In about 12 hours time.
The lump under my arm is still tender and I'll be pleased to have it seen to (as long as they don't cut anything important at the same time).
In the last couple of weeks I've developed 'cording' from the lymph nodes down to my elbow. It's like a big rubber band under the skin and if I try to lift my arm, even to do exercises, it pulls. I'm hoping they can sort that one out tomorrow as it really cramps my style.
We went to the folk reunion and had a great time. I even played my pipes while Mitch sang Rosin the Bow.
And tonight was the local session so we did it again, then someone asked for Banks of the Bann, then Jock o' Hazeldene. I haven't played that much for ages.
Time for bed. Forget about tomorrow!
Nite all.
Robyn

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Sandra in Sydney
Date: 16 Jun 10 - 09:42 AM

sweet dreams! & good results from your surgery

love from sandra

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: SINSULL
Date: 16 Jun 10 - 10:36 AM

Cording is gross. I had it on my breast, arm and down across my abdomen when I developed a bacterial infection in my lymph nodes. It started with an underarm node. So sorry, Robyn. It will get better.
Mary

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: GUEST
Date: 16 Jun 10 - 06:44 PM

Sending good thoughts from me too

Cheers
JennieG

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Little Robyn
Date: 16 Jun 10 - 08:29 PM

Here we go, here we go, here we go......
See you in a couple of days folks.
I hope to be home on Saturday.
Thank you for all your good wishes.
Robyn O-

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: katlaughing
Date: 17 Jun 10 - 12:00 AM

Looking forward to your coming home and sharing good news. Thoughts of healing and prosperity in all ways coming your way.

Love and Light,

kat

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Little Robyn
Date: 17 Jun 10 - 12:12 AM

Robyn went into hospital this afternoon about 1.30 and I had a phone call just on 4pm to say she's out and in the recovery room. She'll be in for maybe a couple of nights, like last time. The nurse says it went well, and the surgeon in the pre-op briefing said cording could not be surgically removed, as it's due to scar tissue; however, it will lessen over the next few months with exercise and bio-oil. Just in case you need to know.

Mitch Park

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Sandra in Sydney
Date: 17 Jun 10 - 06:20 AM

we do!

thanks for the report, Mitch

sandra

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Leadfingers
Date: 17 Jun 10 - 11:01 AM

Glad the procedure went well - Now its just recuperation !

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Ebbie
Date: 18 Jun 10 - 11:03 AM

Little Robyn, heal fast and quickly and thoroughly- and seal the deal with music. As good as music makes one feel mentally and emotionally it's gotta be good physically too.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: GUEST,noreen
Date: 18 Jun 10 - 06:39 PM

Thinking about you both, Robyn and Mitch.

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Little Robyn
Date: 20 Jun 10 - 06:11 PM

Hi all, I'm back.
It took a bit longer this time - they kept me in an extra night. I had leakage around the drain site but that's stopped now.
No-one warns you the underarm bit is more painful than the boob job - the ache goes from the back, down the shoulder and as far as the wrist. I won't be piping again for awhile.
I'm just waiting for the District nurse to come and look at the dressings. Then I might just have a rest.
See you later.
Robyn

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Sandra in Sydney
Date: 21 Jun 10 - 04:34 AM

I know leaking drains! My surgeon put in a little drain tube thingy when I had so much fluid around my scar, & did it leak cos I walked out of his surgery with the tube pointing down ...

rest well & play CDs etc until you can play pipes.

sandra

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Little Robyn
Date: 22 Jun 10 - 05:00 PM

How long should this drain thing leak?
It's been almost a week and I've still got lots of juice flowing out.
I guess coming out into a bottle is better than staying in my arm but I'm getting fed up with the whole deal.
I fainted yesterday. Luckily Mitch was there to catch me and then help me back to bed.
I'd better not do that today because Mitch is out for the day.
The nurse should come soon and then hopefully the daughter will come about lunch time.
She'll be right mate!
Robyn O-' (That's me - a circle - insert your own dot, a straight line, then a wee cut up the side.)
Cheers

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Sandra in Sydney
Date: 23 Jun 10 - 04:20 AM

the drain thing will leak until all the excess fluid is gone. Did your doctor give any date?

sandra

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: mouldy
Date: 23 Jun 10 - 05:27 AM

You're doing just great by the sound of it,(and speaking as somebody who has no real first hand knowledge of major surgery).

Every body is a variation on a theme, and will have its own healing rate. Accepting the process, however frustratingly slow, helps your poor cut-up muscles to relax a bit and heal. Frustration will make you tense up. It's scary how the mindset can affect the body!

Anyway, it's winter where you are, so keep nice and warm and all cuddled up! When spring comes, you'll be wearing that Mudcat shirt!

Andrea x

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Little Robyn
Date: 29 Jun 10 - 05:33 AM

It's over!
The drain came out on Saturday and it seems to have dried up.
I saw the surgeon this afternoon and he said I'm cured!
I'm clear!
No nasty little cancer cells.
No chemo needed.
Even the hormone stuff was my choice.
If I took the hormone pills (Tamoxifen) for the next 5 years, I shouldn't get breast cancer again.
But I could have problems with blood clots, stroke, and endometrial cancer as well as nausea, tiredness, and other uncomfortable nasty stuff.
Why would I want to go there?
I said NO!
Now, I've just got to get my arm working again.
Physio on Thursday.
Then I can forget all about it and get back to real life.
Wahoo!!!
Robyn

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Sandra in Sydney
Date: 29 Jun 10 - 06:01 AM

YAH!!!!!!!

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: maeve
Date: 29 Jun 10 - 06:02 AM

Congratulations! Enjoy your return to health!

maeve

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Noreen
Date: 29 Jun 10 - 08:40 AM

:)

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife
From: GUEST,Little Robyn on holiday
Date: 15 Jul 10 - 05:20 AM

I'm still not 100% and I'm not allowed back at work so I've brought the 4 year old Grandaughter with me and we are having a week in Wellington - my home town, staying with my family.
We saw a musical show at Centrepoint in Palmerston North on the way down (Dead Tragic which includes my brother Michael and his wife Emma)
and tomorrow night I hope to go to a concert at the Bluegrass club in Petone, featuring a couple of members of the Hamilton County Bluegrass Band. Paul and Colleen Trenwith are here!
Then on Sunday afternoon my friend Helen is giving a Northumbrian piping concert in Wellington so I'm sure that will lift my spirits.
I haven't been able to play my pipes since I had the second op - I haven't tried strapping the bellows around my ribs, let alone try to squeeze the bag with my arm still playing up.
We'll probably drive home (a 4 hour drive) on Tuesday. I hope Mitch is coping OK without us! We took his car because it's an automatic and mine is manual - I still can't change the gears yet.
Keep up the exercises!
She'll be right mate!
Robyn

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Sandra in Sydney
Date: 15 Jul 10 - 07:50 AM

no worries!

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: SINSULL
Date: 15 Jul 10 - 08:11 AM

All good news! Congratulations.
Mary

Subject: RE: BS: I'm going under the knife Thurs 13 May
From: Gurney
Date: 15 Jul 10 - 03:49 PM

Very glad, Robyn. Regards to Mitch. Chris.