I may have mislead some of you. I'm still about as clean as the snow. The lady I spoke to I never met in person at all. It was just on the phone for about a week or so. And to start it was a clean and normal conversation.

She was listed as wanting a long term relationship, it was not a hook up. She lead me on and later when her true personality came out and her real intentions were made clear, I instantly dumped her with a broken heart, which was regretful only in the fact that I could not have an intimate relationship with her some day.

Also, if I talk of hook ups, they are in the back of my head, not in my heart, or not in the physical world for example. perhaps my biggest fault here is being too honest about my temptations, so as I am not understood correctly.

For example, to understand better.....If was tempted by a woman and she accepted. Ironically, I would probably end up still turning here down.

Your daughter for example, could be the hottest woman on the planet, and I probably sitll wouldn't do anything to her. But I would be a liar if I said to you, that I didn't cross my mind and I didn't desire to (does that make any sense?)

I had a gorgeous lady give me her phone number a month ago in a bar. I don't go into bars much but I was playing music there. She said the number was for guitar lessons. But every time I see her in person and bring up the subject of guitar she just walks away.


I feel so cheated at my age. But as the last example should show, when it comes my time, I always do what's right despite the human side of me which is tempted, and that is the truth. The cold hard truth!