LilyFestre-Mommy+Daddy+Baby...now on to Life!

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target
From: Rowan
Date: 22 Feb 10 - 10:06 PM

I'll try find out what our local oncologists use to prevent nausea during chemo; it works well.

All the best, cobber.

Cheers, Rowan

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: SINSULL
Date: 23 Feb 10 - 08:14 AM

bobert is right. If marijuana will help with the nausea and just plain misery, it is worth a try. It was just leagalized in Maine but now they are arguing about how to distribute it. Meantime, the illegal distribution continues as usual. LOL the wonders of government.

Meantime, still here for you, Michelle.

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: LilyFestre
Date: 23 Feb 10 - 09:58 AM

Here is a link to my montage. I hope to add more as my treatment moves forward.

My Journey

Much Love,

Michelle

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: katlaughing
Date: 23 Feb 10 - 10:25 AM

Speechless...you are so beautiful and brave and full of grace. Thank you for sharing...the video is awesome just like you!

luvyakat

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target
From: Ebbie
Date: 23 Feb 10 - 10:35 AM

Lily, you have a nicely shaped head. Not true of everyone. I must say, though, that the cute cap looks warmer!

Hang in there. This too shall pass.

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: jacqui.c
Date: 23 Feb 10 - 10:47 AM

I love the video - what a great idea!

Your husband looks like a real sweetie and I love your Mom!

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: GUEST,Neil D
Date: 23 Feb 10 - 11:04 AM

Zofran was the nausea medicine they gave me and it worked pretty well. I also endorse what Bobert said although my worst nausea was while I was in hospital and didn't have access. Besides the nausea it helps control pain and in keeping a serene, positive outlook.
I would also suggest avoiding food that you really like for the time being. There are some foods that I used to enjoy that I no longer have the stomach for because I ate them during chemo and got sick. I doubt I'll ever eat popcorn again.
Keep fighting the good fight.

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: wysiwyg
Date: 23 Feb 10 - 12:00 PM

LF,

I saw this right after my morning devotions (my usual time to look in on Traced threads and BTW this is NOT a BS thread, LOL).

I didn't have sound for your video (tech issue here), so instead I just quietly lingered on the woman it reveals. I see a transformation not from "beauty" to "suffering," but an ongoing increase of Grace and character. I see Bonnie's quirky/wise/wry eyes in your face. I see Pete at his best. I see the photog's eye I've always admired.

I see much more, but I'm distracted from typing by the victory-tears, plus time today is in short supply. Instead I'll just point you to a mini-Scripture "assignment," if you'll help me out: my MIL often quotes "may she go from strength to strength" when she sends me a card. Can ya find that and gimme the citation for it? And can ya hang it over yer mirror, too?

:~)

~Susan

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: VirginiaTam
Date: 23 Feb 10 - 01:33 PM

Sweetiebird... Thank you for posting the link. You look like sunshine personified. It's that wonderful smile. You shouldn't need a hat for warmth, because you radiate it.

A great big grateful hug to your Mom and Pete and others who are taking such good care of you. But the greatest hug of all to you because you are taking such good care of yourself in all ways.

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: SINSULL
Date: 23 Feb 10 - 01:41 PM

Frustrating - Barracuda blocked it here at work and my computer is acting up at home.
But I am not surprised at all the positive comments. You are an inspiration, Michelle.

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: Bobert
Date: 23 Feb 10 - 04:08 PM

When My late wife Judy was in chemo and suffering from terrible nausia I would give her a brownie... Half an hour later she was feeling much better than anything that the folks at Georgetown University (Limbardi Clinic) ever perscribed for her...

Nuff said...

Hope yer havin' a better day today, Michelle...

B~

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: VirginiaTam
Date: 23 Feb 10 - 05:35 PM

Bobert you got a recipe? Seems like it may help with rheumatoid arthritis.

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: gnu
Date: 23 Feb 10 - 05:59 PM

VT.. I have a recipe... cook brownies, season to taste.

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: Stilly River Sage
Date: 23 Feb 10 - 06:06 PM

Michelle, thanks for sharing the video. Very nicely done!

SRS

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: AllisonA(Animaterra)
Date: 23 Feb 10 - 06:20 PM

What VT said: You look like sunshine personified.

Your beauty shines!

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: Bobert
Date: 23 Feb 10 - 06:31 PM

I really shouldn't be sayin' this but I didn't bake 'um... Her 80 year old mom, who moved in with us 6 months before Judy died, baked 'um.... Judy found the recipe on the internet... All I had to do was supply the weed... No problem there...

B~

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: LilyFestre
Date: 23 Feb 10 - 07:03 PM

Just heard that my 75+ year old uncle was diagnosed with bone cancer.

:(

He's the first person I called when I got my diagnosis....he had prostate cancer and had been clear for years.

He's had a lump on his breastbone for some time that Dr.'s said was nothing.

NOTHING.

I hate this disease. I hate how fast it takes people and just how much it ruins lives.

Bobert....wanna make some brownies for my uncle? He's in A LOT of pain.

:(

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: Bobert
Date: 23 Feb 10 - 07:18 PM

Where's Unc live, Michelle??? Maybe I send him some UPS (United Pot Service)...

Yeah, it *is* a hateful disease...

B~

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: Sandra in Sydney
Date: 24 Feb 10 - 08:50 AM

an amazing video by an amazing woman!

best wishes to your uncle

sandra

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: LilyFestre
Date: 24 Feb 10 - 10:55 AM

I am overtired, worried, crying in ridiculous amounts and feeling bitchy at myself.

A neighbor has extended a hand and while I want to take hold, I have no idea how to say yes.....I just don't know how and I'm frustrated with myself.

Any ideas?

Michelle

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: AllisonA(Animaterra)
Date: 24 Feb 10 - 12:01 PM

You are in such a sensitive time, dear Michelle. You don't have to do or be anything but what feels right to you. If your neighbor has offered to help out, if you feel comfortable with that neighbor, all you need to do is say yes. If you call and start to cry, or don't know what to say, I have a feeling your neighbor will understand and will use his/her judgement on how to be there for you. Whatever happens, it's ok.

Remember how you are loved!

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: Stilly River Sage
Date: 24 Feb 10 - 12:15 PM

Michelle, how about asking that neighbor over for coffee or tea, and see how much of it you can do yourself, or if they need to give you a hand? And go from there.

I'm so sorry about your uncle. Bone cancer is a nasty one, no way around it. And what is it with doctors saying "it's nothing" when a patient complains of a lump or a pain? Time is of the essence in diagnosis and survivability. My doctor had me in the next day (Wednesday) when I called about bleeding and did an ultrasound that day. I had the D&C on Friday, and when the cancer diagnosis came back I was in ten days later for the second surgery. This is the way it is supposed to be.

SRS

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: wysiwyg
Date: 24 Feb 10 - 12:24 PM

LF:

See Dr. Oz's show today on anti-cancer foods. (His website has some info-- I could not get the link to paste).

~S~

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: maeve
Date: 24 Feb 10 - 12:43 PM

From the Dr. Oz website, for Michelle

The Anti-Cancer Shopping List
• Blueberries
• Yogurt
• Green Tea
• Rainbow chard
• Tomatoes
• Tempeh
• Flaxseed
• Quinoa
• Garlic
• Onions
• Carrots
• Sweet Potatoes
• Squash
• Broccoli
• Beans
• Curry

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target
From: Ebbie
Date: 24 Feb 10 - 12:56 PM

I haven't seen the Dr. Oz how but it is interesting that corn isn't on the list. I have a Polish friend who says that in Poland they warn against eating corn and corn products when there is a cancer present. Has anyone else heard that?

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: Stilly River Sage
Date: 24 Feb 10 - 04:11 PM

That is a list of foods for people who have healthy immune systems and can eat a normal diet. Michelle has a compromised digestive system and has to be very careful what she eats right now. Her intestinal system is sloughing cells so fast that things like broccoli and I'd dare say onions and such will cause real lower GI discomfort and/or diarrhea.

SRS

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: SINSULL
Date: 24 Feb 10 - 04:16 PM

Given the nausea, Michelle probably should let her body guide her. If it appeals, go for it.

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: GUEST,Eye Lander (not logged in)
Date: 24 Feb 10 - 05:33 PM

Michelle, where have I been all this time. I used to see you on the weight/health andbeing good thread, and admired your dedication. I am so sorry to read this thread. I was lucky enough to be checked 5 years ago when my CA125 was 75 and was taken straight in for surgery and didn't need the chemo etc after. You are being very brave and we are all there for you. I loved your journey as I loved your other photo journey that you sent me a link to. I shall watch this thread regularly now and look forward to your postings.

Take care of yourself, your body will tell you when you have done enough - listen to it.

Jillie

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: LilyFestre
Date: 24 Feb 10 - 07:27 PM

Wow! First of all, thank you for all the comments about my montage...you guys warm me heart and soul!!!!   :) For me, it helps me keep perspective in where I've been and that I AM moving forward!!!!

Regarding foods. That's a HUGE topic and I appreciate the nod to watch Dr. Oz (when is that on?!?!?) and the list of foods too! My oncologist (in the chemo department) says to eat whatever I want but he suggested whole foods, fresh foods...but that was just his suggestion.

Hm. Well, here's the thing. Most of you know that post here know I've been working on losing weight for a while now and I'm succeeding. Total amount lost so far is 105 pounds....lost it with Weight Watchers, mostly eating whole foods, fresh fruits and veggies, lean meats, etc....very balanced. So. I get it. I get what a healthy diet is. Add chemo to the mix and my concerns turn to how can I keep nausea at bay? How can I keep up my red and white blood cell counts? How about energy? Is there a way I can boost it as much as possible? What about mouth sores...how do I eat then? What about food not being interesting much at all lately? How can I spark at least a normal appetite (OMG, did I REALLY just say that?) What foods support a healthy immune system? Because I fully believe that nutrition plays a HUGE, HUGE, HUGE part in my recovery I made an appointment with the nutritional clinic at the hospital where they have nutritionists who deal with people having chemo all the time. I'm not switching up how I eat healthy. I can work whatever into my WW program...I just need a little help in WHAT foods those will be. I'm pretty sure I'll have to foot the bill for it but I can't imagine going through this and NOT fortifying myself as strongly as possible.

In the meantime, I'm keeping it simple. Dinner tonight? 96% FF lean ground beef/burgers, whole wheat couscous with raisins and walnuts and steamed carrots. Always a bottle of water at my side. Always.

It's not always so balanced.....lunch was Rice Krispies. Tried a banana and it just didn't taste good to me today. And amounts? I'm not hungry anymore....seems that just went away, so I eat what I can. My body tells me when it's enough and people around me are learning that it doesn't mean I'm sick, it's just enough. This is good. Also...still nursing Boost when I think of it...lots of great protein and other good stuff in there.

And PS. I got a BEAUTIFUL package of 3 hats from Allison today....I love them ALL!!! Thank you!!!!!!

And PSS to Tam.....I had your fairy out today and for the first time since my head has been shaved, I put on the beaded headress you sent me. I have no hair to clip it to but the doily part sticks to my fuzz like velcro...the beads swing freely and they TICKLE!!! It's my hat with AC.....sometimes I just need some air on my head!!!! I needed to smile today and between the hats from Allison and the sweet fairy and the tickles...I had some FUN! I took photos and will be adding them next time I update the montage!!!! You guys are the best!!!!

Susan....I'll bring the new hats and beaded head dress next time I see you (which may be Saturday after all)....you are going to love everything! The kindness and talent here never ceases to amaze me.

Much love to all!!!   <3 <3 <3

Michelle

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: LilyFestre
Date: 24 Feb 10 - 07:35 PM

PS. Sleeping has been an issue and I'm pretty sure it's part of why I had such a hard day...I'm exhausted. They sent up some Ambien. I've had this before a few years back.....I slept but felt kind of drunk with it. I sent out emails before bed that apparently were very strange...I had no recollection of writing them. SO. If any of you get weird email in the next few days, I apologize in advance!!!!!

Michelle

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: AllisonA(Animaterra)
Date: 24 Feb 10 - 08:00 PM

Singing another lullabye, dear one. Sleep well tonight!

(I'm glad you got the hats- you're welcome!)

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: Sandra in Sydney
Date: 25 Feb 10 - 12:58 AM

one of my mates is a singer/songwriter/comedian who told a very funny story of the time his ultra-short haircut stuck like velcro to upholstery fabrics.

sandra

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: VirginiaTam
Date: 25 Feb 10 - 03:57 PM

oohh lovely... I gives you tickles..

So glad to hear everything you have to tell. Even the whimpers. But the grumbles even of frustration are better and the shouts of determination the best. Holler loud honey... it is the hail and healthy that make the most noise.

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: Stilly River Sage
Date: 25 Feb 10 - 04:20 PM

I remember reading on someone else's thread here a while back about something that helps with mouth sores. I'll keep my eye out for it. And a co-worker may have discussed it recently. I'll check out her facebook posts and her blog.

SRS

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target
From: Rowan
Date: 25 Feb 10 - 04:54 PM

What foods support a healthy immune system?

"Fresh" and "unprocessed" is a good start, but I suspect you already knew that.

What about mouth sores...

The oncology nurses I know recommend mouth washes of sodium bicarbonate, also known as bicarb of soda and baking powder.

Cheers, Rowan

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: wysiwyg
Date: 25 Feb 10 - 10:09 PM

A post from earlier lost....

LF, the Oz showtime for your hill-- I dunno, but the rerun is coming up on our hill, and I have it set to record. I can get you the audio of that but not, alas, the video. (But his website does have some vid clips, and maybe it's on there.)

Anyhoo, lemme know if you need the audio and I can dump it onto a player like we're doing the services.

Did the first one arrive BTW?

~S~

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: maeve
Date: 26 Feb 10 - 05:38 AM

Michelle- This link has what looks like useful info regarding the mouth sores http://www.chemocare.com/managing/mouth_sores_due_to_chemotherapy.asp

I hope this is helpful for you.
maeve

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: LilyFestre
Date: 26 Feb 10 - 10:23 AM

Thanks for the links to the mouth sore care. As of yet, I do not have mouth sores but I know they are a possibility and can be very painful..anything to help with that is great. I'd rather have an idea ahead of time how to deal with it rather than wait until I'm a mess.

And Susan, if you would like to tape the audio, that would be great!!! I haven't received anything in the mail but will keep an eye out!

I am beginning to meet people within the cancer care circle. At my first chemo appointment, there was this woman and her boyfriend in the waiting room....they really stood out to me as they were both dressed very well, make up done, looking alert and healthy which in an oncology department, isn't always the case. She almost radiated and I admired her from afar.

The next week I went to a Look Good Feel Better program put on by the American Cancer Society and low and behold, she walked in...still radiating and stylish. I immediately asked her if she had been at the chemo center last week on whatever day it was. She cocked her head, looked hard and me and said, "Yes I was. Why?" I told her that I had really loved her hat and how she seemed to beam. She smiled and we talked during the entire thing, she took a picture of mom and I, we exchanged addresses and phone numbers and she said she'd send the picture. Well. She called me the next day. I wasn't feeling well and wasn't taking any calls. I didn't call back for a few days but when I did, I got her machine. The same with the next day. Yesterday she called me and we talked 3 different times for a total of about 2 and half hours. She gave me a little bit of an ass kicking that was totally needed and actually appreciated...helped me pull myself together....we talked about the port I have to have put in on Monday (and am nervous about), we talked nutrition, we talked grants that assist with things associated with cancer care (and OMG, there are a TON of them), foods that sit well, the ups and downs and the how the hell am I going to get through this kinds of things. My mom and I will be going to the Care House (Ronald McDonald House for adults with cancer) to stay over Sunday night as my port goes in early on Monday and it's a 2 hour drive for us....anyway, my new friend is ALSO going to be there on Sunday....we are planning to get together, chat up a storm, play games, cook in the kitchen and hang out. I am really, REALLY looking forward to this!!!!!
    During our conversation she didn't really ask but said she had no idea what kind of cancer I had or what kind of meds I was getting so I told her. I tell everyone, it's not a secret at all...some people like more privacy about that and I totally understand but for me, I'd rather that people know. Anyway, I asked her directly what kind of cancer she had and immediately felt as though I had created a faux pa. She hesitated and then told me she has Progressive Stage IV Colon cancer. If I wasn't already in total awe of her positivity to make the best of this situation and her efforts to be who she is, this just sent me over the edge in admiration....she talks about something that is so frightening to me as though it were the weather.....so calm.
    She put things out for me in black and white and very succinctly. She said (in her very thick NYC accent), "Look honey, you have 3 choices:

    A. You can enjoy each step of the journey you are on, making the most of it.

    B. You can be miserable and resistant each step of the journey you are on.

    C. You can do nothing and die.

    What's it gonna be?

I know it's very simple but I hadn't thought of it that way before. Everyone says to concentrate on the here and now as that's all any of us have and yes, that is true but when your very core has been shaken sometimes it's really hard to focus on that....at least it is for me. I know it's all been said with the best of intentions and that they are right but for whatever reason, how T put it clicked with me.

    Anyway, she is just one of several people I have met and made contact with and I am super excited to get together and spend more time with her on Sunday afternoon. YAY!

Love to you all,

Michelle

PS. Rowan...I'll be thinking about you on Monday!!!!!!!!!!!!

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: SINSULL
Date: 26 Feb 10 - 10:31 AM

So glad you are connecting with strong, positive women who can help you over the rough spots. Encouragement and an ass whooping from a fellow sufferer has to have more impact than loving and well meaning advice from the peanut gallery. Not underestimating the value of our support; just recognizing the value of their input.

One moe day further along your path and closer to your goal of health. Good job, lady.

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: katlaughing
Date: 26 Feb 10 - 10:41 AM

Michelle, I know what you mean. When your very life is on the line, it can be difficult to "be in the NOW." My mind went off on tangents before heart surgery (it still does, some times:-)...mostly thinking about how sad I would be if I didn't make it and missed out on my grandson growing up, missing my family, not finishing my novels, etc.

Your new friend is right, though. It is that simple. Everyone is facing death, some just know more about when that might happen. Just don't think you have to spend every minute trying to enjoy each moment...some days, as you've already found, can be real bummers. That's okay as long as we don't wallow and stay in that negative space. In fact, it can even help balance things so that when we have a great day we can remember it on those days that aren't so super. Hope this makes sense.:-)

kat

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: LilyFestre
Date: 26 Feb 10 - 10:47 AM

Please, PLEASE don't think for a second that the support I have received here is any less valuable....you guys have helped me more than you know in all kinds of ways....I honestly don't know what I would have done without you!!!!!!!!!!!!   

I have received love, some ass kicking PMS, some informational PMs, very helpful advice and different perspectives and the peace of mind knowing that I'm not sitting here alone, drowning...which is often what it feels like.

I'm thankful for all my Mudcat friends, VERY THANKFUL!!!!

Much love,

Michelle

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: VirginiaTam
Date: 26 Feb 10 - 12:49 PM

oh you sillybilly... oh yes we all feel so unappreciated...

NOT!

girl - you gotta know that we all jump for joy at every bit of positive posting you give us

You do know it don'tcha?

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target
From: Rowan
Date: 26 Feb 10 - 05:47 PM

Just to let the rest of you know about Michelle's PS to me, on Monday her time she'll be dealing with the insertion of a PortaCath. I've already got one and have been encouraging her, via PMs, with my experiences and, on Monday my time (about 14 hours ahead of hers), mine will be used for the next (5th) bit of "big chair dreaming"; five hours of sitting in the big chair followed by 46 hours of infusion from a pump I wear while I get on with life. For me it has been no big deal but, although she's doing just fine, I reckon Michelle could do with a few more hugs to help her along.

All the best, cobber!

Cheers, Rowan (who is off to register for the upcoming netball season as an umpire)

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: wysiwyg
Date: 27 Feb 10 - 09:48 AM

!!!(Rowan)))!!!

Michelle, in a weak-minded moment I managed to erase the Oz recording, and I do not see the re-run coming any time soon.

BTW James debuted on playing IN the service last week, and Wade in the Water is tonight.

Your neighbor who offered help-- does s/he come to Wellsboro? Maybe expedite the delivery of recorders?

So if anyone can come up with the rest of the list Oz gave, that would be a help. I'm trying to recall what else was on the list but it's slow going.

~Susan

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: LilyFestre
Date: 27 Feb 10 - 10:03 AM

Susan,

   The recorder arrived yesterday. I have no idea how to download it but am able to listen to it through my media player which is just as well. No worries about Dr. Oz! My neighbor doesn't go to Wboro much as far as I know. I'll be at church tonight (unless it snows a ton more or I get sick) and will bring the recorder and cord.

Michelle

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: wysiwyg
Date: 27 Feb 10 - 11:22 AM

You hook it up with the USB and then manage it like any folder in your file manager. The service recording will be the large file in the "Recorded" folder in the "Voice" subfolder. It should appear on your "My Computer" as an extra disk drive.

~S~

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: wysiwyg
Date: 27 Feb 10 - 01:00 PM

Hey LF--

When Lew N. was stuck at home during his chemo, we sent home a special cuddlebuddy from the kids' pew area where the wing chair now sits, so he'd know we were thinking of him every Saturday night.

Last Sat. Ed was trying to pick out one for you, and it got down to two we couldn't choose between. So-- they're small, and if you look close.... they seem to "bear" a suspicious resemblance to a couple of Cootiesniffers. :~) And I'm not sure what your immune status is, but they just came out of the dryer under nearly-sterile conditions. :~)

We'll set them on the wing chair, and if you don't make it out tonight, Lisa'll ship 'em out with the next player.

~S~

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: LilyFestre
Date: 27 Feb 10 - 04:26 PM

Fun!!!!!!

I'm planning on coming tonight...I think it will be ok. I'm not going to do communion but Father Cootiesniffer is aware, so it's all good!

:) Michelle

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: LilyFestre
Date: 28 Feb 10 - 06:58 AM

I once had a very close friend...for years. Something happened between us that led to ugly words from both of us in May. She recently married a man she has known for 4 months. This morning he posted that I deserve to have cancer.
    While I understand that his wife doesn't care for me anymore, that comment......well....NO ONE deserves to have cancer. I am SO upset.

*SOB*

Michelle

Subject: RE: LilyFestre - Cancer-Seeking Chemo Is on Target!
From: AllisonA(Animaterra)
Date: 28 Feb 10 - 08:17 AM

Big huge enormous hugs- you are right- NO ONE deserves to have cancer, and you don't need that kind of toxicity right now.

People who spread that kind of negative energy are bound to have it bounce back on to them. If you can, acknowledge and then release the feelings you got from seeing that post, and do what you can to return to the joyful place of positive healing that you know so well.

YOU ARE ABUNDANTLY LOVED!