Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: billybob Date: 19 Mar 13 - 06:17 PM So agree Spaw,this thread will always be for Jane, the love and friendship Nigel has inspired means so much to everyone here and must continue in Jane's name. Billy sees his consultant tomorrow, it has been a long year and I am so proud of him.We have fingers crossed but rowing on! Hoping your update, Spaw will be positive. My thoughts ,as always, are with Nigel, Ann and Jane and her husband and children, wrapping you all in this blanket of love and wish you a peaceful night, God bless you with much love from us both Wendy and Billy xxxxx |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: catspaw49 Date: 19 Mar 13 - 03:53 PM I would think it wholly appropriate Nigel and we will need a new thread title when that time comes. I'd thought of the idea myself but felt I'd wait to bring it up but the idea certainly gets my vote. I'll bet it gets everyones vote. What news of Billy? Anyone else with some updates? I will let you all know more in a day or two on my part. Spaw |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: GUEST,pete from seven stars link Date: 19 Mar 13 - 03:13 PM bless you nigel. |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: Sandra in Sydney Date: 19 Mar 13 - 10:08 AM seconding what Allison said |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: Nigel Paterson Date: 19 Mar 13 - 08:39 AM Yes, this is the hardest part. You've all been there with your own Families & Friends. It's different for each & every one of us, but there is a commonality that binds us close when a Life is gradually slipping away. The Palliative Care Team have revised their estimate. They are now expecting Jane to live on for another seven to ten days. Looks like our Darling Daughter is in no rush to "slough off this mortal coil". Thank you for the PMs; the emails. Thank you all for accompanying Ann & myself on our voyage.Thank you for making this final vigil so calm & tranquil. I said some time ago that our Thread will continue after Jane has died. Ann & I would like to dedicate it to her memory & to the memory of all those special departed who leave unfilled voids in all our lives. With Much Love from our Hearts to Yours, Nigel & Ann. xxxxxxxxxx |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: AllisonA(Animaterra) Date: 19 Mar 13 - 08:38 AM Still hovering, singing, sending love... |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: jacqui.c Date: 19 Mar 13 - 12:38 AM Still here - confirming Kat's post. Love from Maine. |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: katlaughing Date: 18 Mar 13 - 08:36 PM Nigel and Ann, Dear Ones, keep singing and talking her through this, as you are able. Hearing is the last faculty to go...it's of great comfort. There are groups around the usa who sing people through their final leaving and there have been feelings of great relief for those left behind, also. May Peace be with you, luvyakat |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: Janie Date: 18 Mar 13 - 08:32 PM Oh Nigel. Here with the rest, holding vigil with love and great tenderness for all of you. May you dwell in your hearts. Janie |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: GUEST,pete from seven stars link Date: 18 Mar 13 - 06:13 PM also still here with feeling thoughts and prayer pete. |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: GUEST,David Nuttall , Wakefield . Date: 18 Mar 13 - 01:53 PM I wish I had the means to trully express all my warmest feelings which go out to you and your family at this time . I send you much sincere and heart-felt love. David |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: billybob Date: 18 Mar 13 - 12:45 PM still here, Wendy xxxx |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: KT Date: 18 Mar 13 - 12:38 PM A tender heart and tears here, with and for you, Nigel, and Ann and Jane. Keeping vigil with you in heart and mind and spirit, along with this wondrous community of mudcatters. KT |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: catspaw49 Date: 18 Mar 13 - 08:55 AM This is truly the hardest part Nigel. No way to heal a wound still being inflicted. I've been there and done that and this is the worst of times for all of you......Jane too. That so hurts me to say, but I know it true. Love and Hope that Jane's pain is eased as she so well deserves. We all love you and I know all of this motley crew sends their best and cover you with the warmest of blankets. Much Love Spaw |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: Sandra in Sydney Date: 18 Mar 13 - 08:35 AM returning the love to you & Ann & Jane & family |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: Nigel Paterson Date: 18 Mar 13 - 06:35 AM A simple, but heartfelt thank you. Words are not coming easily, thoughts & emotions are overwhelming me. We were able to spend only a few minutes with Jane yesterday. She could listen, but not really speak, responding with the occasional nod. It is beyond my understanding how Jane clings so tenaciously to life. 'There are Angels Hovering Around', it's always the Music that goes right to the heart of the matter for me. Allison, love you for that link. With Much Love to You All, Nigel & Ann. xxxxxxxxx |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: Sandra in Sydney Date: 18 Mar 13 - 03:03 AM guardian angels wrapped in warm woolly blankets. sending more love sandra |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: frogprince Date: 17 Mar 13 - 09:43 PM A few years back, I got a call saying that my wife had had a traffic incident on the way home from work. Not speaking of a tragedy here. She had slipped into insulin reaction, and a young woman deputy sheriff spotted her weaving around the road, fortunately at low speed. The deputy got enough look to surmise the sort of problem, and nudged my wife's car into the ditch where it stalled. The car had only minor damage on the side, and my wife was unhurt. Later that night the deputy herself came to our house to see if my wife was ok. She mentioned the feeling that my wife's guardian angel was on duty that evening. I said yes, I know she was. That was when I hugged a deputy sheriff big time. Some of us may be raggedy excuses for guardian angels, but for what we're worth, we're not going anywhere. |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: gnu Date: 17 Mar 13 - 09:03 PM rum.... much better said... poetry of the highest calibre. So I'll say it too... I'm here too All ways Always |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: rumanci Date: 17 Mar 13 - 07:32 PM I'm here too All ways Always |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: gnu Date: 17 Mar 13 - 04:38 PM Here. |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: GUEST,pete from seven stars link Date: 17 Mar 13 - 12:32 PM yes it is an emotional roller coaster.you just dont know.my mum lived much longer than anticipated and each day is precious but it was very draining.i hope the outpouring of love by your friends gives strength,nigel. that was a beautiful song alison.i listened to their rendition of "hard times" too. |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: katlaughing Date: 17 Mar 13 - 12:28 PM one thing i've always liked: what if this life is our cocoon stage? the next could be a beautiful land of butterflies...food for thought. stll here, sending ease of mind and heart plus Peace for all. may her passing be gentle and peacefull. so mote it be. much love, kat |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: Maryrrf Date: 17 Mar 13 - 11:57 AM Dear Nigel and Ann - many stand with you in your vigil, many of us have known what it is to stand by and wait for a loved one's passing, knowing it is inevitable. We are with you in spirit through this dark and difficult journey as Jane makes her way to the other side, where we all will go sooner or later. |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: billybob Date: 17 Mar 13 - 11:32 AM So beautiful, Alison, Thank you Still here Nigel, and will continue to be Wendy xxxx |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: AllisonA(Animaterra) Date: 17 Mar 13 - 08:32 AM You're right about the guardian angels, Nigel. We're here, hovering round, holding you and Ann and Jane on this journey. This song seems most appropriate. I don't know who these singers are, but they certainly do it justice: There are angels hovering round, |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: Nigel Paterson Date: 17 Mar 13 - 07:43 AM Amos, thank you for reuniting me with Al Grierson. I haven't seen those words in a long time. You said you couldn't offer much...something of an understatement I think! Thank you everyone, for being there, for checking in so regularly, for your unstinting loyalty, for your prayers, thoughts, visualisations, music links. You always manage to say the right thing at the right time. I take you with me, where ever I go, a huge flock of Guardian Angels, hovering, holding, protecting, loving. The Palliative Care Team said that Jane could die at any time. What time does she have left? Minutes, Hours, Days...no one knows. Ann & I are spending as much time with her as we can, but now the news is out, relatives & friends are wanting to visit in ever increasing numbers, so time alone with Jane is a precious commodity indeed. Stay close, My Dear Friends, With Love, Nigel & Ann. xxxxxxxxxx |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: Janie Date: 16 Mar 13 - 11:10 PM Imagining all of you closely gathered now, Nigel, if not physically, in heart and mind, allowing the love to flow and noticing moments to savor in the acute here and now. I don't care what the song is supposed to mean, I only know what it means to me, so Jane, imagining you with diamonds on the soles of your shoes. |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: gnu Date: 16 Mar 13 - 08:43 PM Thanks, Janie. |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: GUEST,pete from seven stars link Date: 16 Mar 13 - 11:17 AM posting with a prayer. pete. |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: Janie Date: 16 Mar 13 - 11:00 AM How beautiful Amos. Had never heard it. Til the Circle Is Complete |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: billybob Date: 16 Mar 13 - 08:23 AM Still here, Wendy xxx |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: AllisonA(Animaterra) Date: 16 Mar 13 - 07:26 AM Still here, still singing, still holding you all close in my heart. Amos, David, your words add beauty and grace and warmth to the blanket fort. |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: gnu Date: 16 Mar 13 - 05:51 AM Indeed. |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: catspaw49 Date: 16 Mar 13 - 05:32 AM Amos.......Wow.....YA' know generally I poke a bit of fun at your posts but that one is just way too good. There are some lines in it that are inspired and say things so perfectly it sorta' took my breath away. Nice piece........ Spaw |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: Amos Date: 15 Mar 13 - 11:17 PM I cannot offer much. I would I were with you. If I were I would offer you this song by the American Buddhist ne'er-do-well, Al Grierson: ____________________________________ 'Til the Circle Is Complete Both the turning of the season and the ticking of the clock Say the planet's one year older -- so are you. But I'll leave the speculation and the silly idle talk For another time and someone else to do. There'll be a celebration at the end of every street, When we claim our bread and roses, and the circle is complete. So if destiny should drag you down, or dress you up in style, May you never be too weary To walk another mile. And may you never cease your growing, And your learning as you grow; May the things that you discover Be the things you want to know May you gain in strength through sorrow, And may all your love be true; May you turn your hand to something That you really want to do. May your friends encounter fortune, And your comrades find release Though they see the hopes of others disappear May your parents die contented, and your children live in peace, Though the hands of desperation hold them near; Should the future find you lying with a lover by your side Or left alone with broken arms, and all your dreams denied May your footsteps ring like rifles through the darkness of defeat, May your spirit never falter, 'Til the circle is complete. And may you never cease your growing Your learning as you grow. May the things that you discover be the things you want to know. May you gain in strength through sorrow, And may all your love be true; May you turn your hand to something That you really want to do. May your life be like a love song in the act of every breath, Be a poem to the purpose that it serves; May you set your shoes to dancing in the hour of your death And meet it with the courage it deserves; May your shadow pass in pirouettes of such amazing grace That the tears of those who mourn you disappear without a trace. In the smoke that shapes their sorrow to the fading of your feats In a ring around the rainbow, Where the circle is complete. And may you never cease your growing, Your learning as you grow. May the things that you discover be the things you want to know. May you gain in strength through sorrow, And may all your love be true; May you turn your hand to something That you really want to do. May you turn your hand to something That you really want to do. ____________________________________________ Warm regards to you all. A. |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: gnu Date: 15 Mar 13 - 09:44 PM I am in "here mode". Oddly enough, I just changed into my bedclothes and wrapped my first blanket over my legs. Dearest Nigel, I shant try to say my feelings with words. My thoughts and prayers.................... |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: Janie Date: 15 Mar 13 - 08:21 PM No words to add. Just here with the rest of the crew. |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: Sandra in Sydney Date: 15 Mar 13 - 05:38 PM spaw & frogprince - I knew a bloke named Adam years back who always used to get out his notebook & pen when someone asked "Where's Eve?" & reply "That's good, no-one has ever said that to me before, I'll write it down!" |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: fat B****rd Date: 15 Mar 13 - 04:11 PM What else can I add? Please accept my very best thoughts and kind regards. Charlie. |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: maeve Date: 15 Mar 13 - 01:47 PM Welcome, David. Nigel, I'm working on that project you requested. Maeve |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: frogprince Date: 15 Mar 13 - 12:53 PM Pat, If my thinker had been working fast enough, I would have liked to have just looked at her with the most innocent blank expression I could muster, and say, slowly, "That never occured to me". |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: catspaw49 Date: 15 Mar 13 - 12:32 PM Welcome aboard David. Nigel is quite right and I can only echo his words wth an addditional "Welcome Aboard!" Very nice post too. And Nigel.....Did I mention ever that my name is Patrick? My parents decided that since I would probably pick up the "Pat" nickname anyway they would just simplify the whole thing. Most people are surprised when I say my name is Patrick. This used to be funny as it took a few seconds for it to sink into the person filling out the form. One lady asked me once, "Do you know that a lot of people named Patterson are called Pat?"..........What do you say to that?....LOL Spaw |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: Nigel Paterson Date: 15 Mar 13 - 11:34 AM Welcome, David. It's never too late to join our thread. You've made quite an impact with your first post. Thank you very much for your kind & thoughtful contribution, With Love, Nigel & Ann. xxxxxxxxxx |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: GUEST,David Nuttall , Wakefield Date: 15 Mar 13 - 11:20 AM I feel like a fraudulent , voyeuristic marathon runner who has only just managed to jump on board a race ( holding on to his blanket) for the remaining laps ! Sadly this is my first contribution ...and it's just to say that my thoughts are with you ALL . I have spent time reading the comforting words of genuine love, warmth,hope and affection flowing from a group to a family and back again. This is a group and a family who are so bonded and I have found it all to be so very uplifting and inspirational. Jane , Nigel and Ann are very much in my thoughts . I hope you are ALL able to find some comfort in this little poem I found which I would like to share with you . It seems to describe what MUDCAT supporters have done , are still doing and will continue to do ! I think it also reflects what Jane ,Nigel and Ann are also achieving in respect of their own lives even in such difficult times . Thank you for lightening my life through your heavy burden. WHAT'S LIFE BY JESSICA LEE WORKMAN Life is a challenge - meet it Life is a gift - accept it Life is a sorrow - overcome it Life is a tragedy -face it Life is a adventure -dare it Life is a duty - perform it Life is a mystery - unfold it Life is a song - sing it Life is a opportunity - take it Life is a journey - complete it Life is a promise - fulfill it Life is a beauty - praise it Life is a goal - achieve it Life is a puzzle - solve it Life is love - love it . David |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: Sandra in Sydney Date: 15 Mar 13 - 04:26 AM waiting with you all |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: ChanteyLass Date: 15 Mar 13 - 12:54 AM Hugs, hand-holding, whatever you need that I can do . . . |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: KT Date: 14 Mar 13 - 11:24 PM Dear Nigel and Ann, Gazing out at a sliver of a crescent moon tonight, so beautiful against the deep blue twilight sky, thinking of you both, and Jane... hoping that somehow, the love in all of these hearts gathered here can reach you, and comfort you in some small way... May it be so... KT |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: katlaughing Date: 14 Mar 13 - 11:22 PM Knowing really doesn't help much, ecxept to give you the time together to say see ya later, we love you. A priceless gift to some. you have all shown such courage, love, sharing. may our shoulders continue to add solace for tears, hugs, etc. you,nigel, let your emotions out. we'll be here for you. may jane find peace and rest through and from this incredible journrey. perhaps we'll land on Avalon, a place between two worlds visited on commemoative dates. with much love and solace, kat |
Subject: RE: Healing thoughts & prayers please (Nigel Paterson) From: GUEST,pete from seven stars link Date: 14 Mar 13 - 11:04 PM in wordless prayer for you,i guess most of us revisit our own painful losses as we travel with you - the fellowship of the brokenhearted.we are all feeling for you and with you, to some measure,,, your pain. God bless you pete. |
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