Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: GUEST Date: 23 Nov 06 - 06:01 PM I have a copy of the whole thread, or most of it at least. If you need a copy, say so. |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: GUEST,lox Date: 23 Nov 06 - 06:03 PM I'm impressed and tempted, but I don't think I'll be taking you up on it. I'd much prefer to clutter up the mudcat database ;-) |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: GUEST,Confidentially Anonymous Guy Date: 24 Nov 06 - 10:44 AM Maybe we could reconstruct the good parts Guest has while leaving the few bad posts out, if there is still an interest (the Admins could delete any future derogatory posts out like they have done before to other threads, if needed, and leave the good posts). What say you anon. and others? Still need more discussion on this topic? |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: Divis Sweeney Date: 24 Nov 06 - 12:26 PM Not here to knock anyone why two comments came in to end the original thread, I seen it as something between two people that spilled over. I feel there was solid sound advice on the thread which could of helped many other members. Get it up again and just delete the personal attacking ones. Divis |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: jacqui.c Date: 24 Nov 06 - 01:19 PM I'd agree with that. |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: John MacKenzie Date: 24 Nov 06 - 01:24 PM The thing is that in the light of later knowledge, some of the seemingly innocuous threads become somewhat sinister. Where do you draw the line? Giok |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: GUEST,Confidentially Anonymous Guy Date: 24 Nov 06 - 02:07 PM Okay, I will start. I have some modified snippets of my previous posts. This interview with Joe Namath illustrated that sometimes it does not matter how good of a person you try to be or who you are, we are all susceptible to being dumped, sometimes very hard, sometimes without a clue why, and sometimes by very good people who once loved us unconditionally. It is just one of those inexplicable conundrums of life. Anon. Joe Namath was on 60 Minutes last Sunday. Here was a guy that could have had any woman he wanted and was a player all his life. He married and had children, 2 girls. He, of all men, was content playing the role as Mr. Mom. Unbelievably, his wife dumped him for a plastic surgeon. Joe did not see it coming. You could hear the extreme pain in his voice and see it in the lines of his face when he said, "Boy, life hurts a lot of times. Life hurts a lot of times," Namath says. "Whether you lose a puppy when you're 8 years old, a girlfriend when you're 15, go through a divorce with the family. You know, life hurts a lot of times." Joe found himself alone like he never had been. He couldn't sleep, he told Simon. He had chest pains, trouble breathing. He was falling apart and he went back to his old comforter, the bottle. "And do you think you were dealing with depression at the same time?" Simon asks. "Absolutely. Absolutely. No doubt about it. Without recognizing it, without admitting to it, you know? It hits ya. And you keep it inside. It's consuming from the moment you lie down at night to the next day," Namath says. Therefore, it can happen to anyone regardless of stature. Look at the ugly mess the McCartney's are going through. The problem is you are going to have that person on your mind day and night, often every waking minute of the day. It can be tough especially on waking each morning. Here is what I suggest and some of the things are humorous but it works: Think of all the negative things about your ex lover then magnify those traits and annoying mannerisms. Also, picture would that person look like naked in 20 years with all the sagging, wrinkled body parts, etc. Did you really love that person well enough to change his Depends/diapers, as you grew older together? The list goes on and on and on. You are the only one that can keep yourself miserable in this case. You will probably never completely get over it but you will survive if you want to. Billions of humans have gone through this in life and many more will follow. For any mild depression, you might consider taking 3 St. John's Wort supplements during the day (one tablet Am, 2 before bed). It usually takes a week or so to start helping, but it may not help at all for you. Your own mind and a little help from your friends will eventually help you bear what has happened. Do not hesitate to get professional help especially if friends say something like "you seem to be under a lot of stress" or "you just don't seem to be your old self" or you find yourself wanting to stay curled up in the fetal position, pull the cover up over your head, and stay in bed each morning, etc. This is a beautiful wonderful life. Do not waste it on something that happened yesterday. Yesterday is dead and gone. Learn from it but do not linger on past hurt. You are alive and have many good life experiences to look forward to. Make every day a Zip-a-dee-doo-dah Day My Oh My what a wonderful day Plenty of sunshine headin' my way… |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: GUEST,lox Date: 24 Nov 06 - 02:55 PM We don't "need" to discuss any of the subjects on this site. We do it because we like to. That doesn't mean that our efforts are meaningless or lacking in importance by any stretch of the imagnation. I don't need this thread, but I am sure I will derive great sustenance from it for my mind and my soul if it carries on. I love the depth with which people commit themselves to discussions on this site. It is very rare that anyone posts rubbish. I grow a little wiser with each visit. I of course reserve the right to disagree with anything you say though. |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: Joe Offer Date: 24 Nov 06 - 03:57 PM I don't mind threads like this, but I felt I had to delete the other thread because it got into personal stuff that then resulted in some vicious personal attacks. I'll allow this thread to continue - on probation - but I'm going to ask the volunteers to monitor it closely. Anything that has the slightest hint of being an attack on anybody, will be deleted. I'll move some of the messages from the other thread over here. Any suggestions for ground rules for keeping the peace on this thread? If it gets out of hand, I'll delete the whole thing and I won't allow another thread on this subject. Please remember that you are posting on an open Forum. If you are not careful about what you say, you invite attacks from some pretty nasty people. I can't protect you from them if you open yourself to attack. Some people have come down on me before, comparing my comments to blaming the victim of a rape - I think it's more like hollering at a kid for playing in the middle of the freeway. You DO have to be careful about what you say in an open Internet Forum - that's a fact of life. I cannot protect individuals who do not protect themselves - so please, be careful about the personal information you reveal. I have an obligation to keep the peace here, and that means I may have to close this thread down if it gets out of control. -Joe- |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: Divis Sweeney Date: 24 Nov 06 - 04:09 PM I felt the ladies post was understanding to the question posed. Sadly something personal outside of our business began to come through. Just hope both can work it out and get their differing views out of the way and get on with life. Life can be hard enough for all of us. Best wishes to both parties now they have had time to think it over. Thank Christ the word Ireland or Irish hasn't been mentioned in this thread as the paddy beaters are out tonight on other threads ! Divis |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: GUEST,Confidentially Anonymous Guy Date: 24 Nov 06 - 05:26 PM Joe Offer, you are a good, fair man. The Lady member who posted did so courageously and added an authentic current real-life break-up situation. Those who got the chance to read it learned something invaluable about how break-ups adversely affect not just the two very good people involved but also many others. Everyone should accept what happened to both of them without criticism. If you have been in their situation before then you know very well what I am saying. A break-up is one of the most gut-wrenching experiences short of death that people can experience. The best of people will do and say things very much out-of-character for them during a break-up. The one recommendation I have is the GUEST that posted the salacious, slanderous remarks should be banned from Mudcat, as should any others that post such direct character assassinations in this thread or elsewhere on the forum. |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: Big Mick Date: 24 Nov 06 - 05:41 PM There is a huge difference between speaking conceptually on one hand, and hashing out a personal relationship on the other. Especially when many of us here know both parties and are broken hearted that it didn't work out. Joe handled it different than I was going to, but I support him completely. The point is that real damage can be done to people we care about. I am not going to sit by and allow that, and am pleased that action was taken. The whole thing is sad enough as it is. To the person that made the crude remarks I say this. You have no class, and are a vile person. There is no excuse for you butting in to this in a public way. You didn't live in the house, and even if you are completely right, it is unforgiveable for you to insert yourself. I can only hope that one day someone inserts themselves into your personal business and puts it out on a worldwide forum. It is cowardly and none of your business. I would hope that you are ashamed, but I doubt you have much of that. Now, get on with the discussion and cut the crap. Rant off. Mick |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: GUEST,Still living (just) Date: 24 Nov 06 - 08:21 PM Cripes. Couldnt find this thread for two days after my post. Thought I had said something to cause it to be deleted myself. Thanks for the sympathetic replies. I mean that. Yes, we are still "together" but only in body. We do not communicate. And that is probably the underlying reason for our present trouble. My biggest problem is that Depression makes you realise that your own brain can be your worst enemy. You have relied upon it for your whole life, then WHAMMO - it kicks you in the nuts. Telling you things that you know are not true, but in such a way that you believe all. Pills? Yes, I have been prescribed pills, but they dont appear to help. Was it the pills that made me stay with my errant wife, by damping my natural reaction to leave? Or is my depression winning out by driving me even deeper into the abyss I am busy constructing for myself? That is my most pressing fear. If I DO leave home & family, I will have nothing, and after 30yrs of marriage I have become useless at fending for myself. There lies the "dark tunnel" as I would rather end my life than go down the slow road of self destruction that would be my lot, thanks. (Note to Joe. Please feel free to delete this post if you feel it is in any way likely to cause trouble - I shall carry on posting to other threads in my real ((mudcatter)) name) |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: Alice Date: 24 Nov 06 - 08:32 PM Anon Still living, It takes time for medication for depression to make a difference. Is it companionship that you think you will lose so you "can't fend for" yourself? Companionship comes in many forms and anyone at any age can learn to have new companions. I'd rather be with my dog for companionship than with someone who makes me feel bad. Hang in there. Things change for everyone in life, and that's not always a bad thing. |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: SINSULL Date: 24 Nov 06 - 08:41 PM Still Living, Drugs without therapy is treating the symptom while letting the cause grow. Get some professional help and if possible get your wife to join you. I asked Joe to remove the GUEST posts which I found so offensive. I hope it was an anonymous troll. Real friends listen and love. Nothing more. Mary |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: The Fooles Troupe Date: 24 Nov 06 - 10:32 PM Great minds discuss ideas, Average minds discuss events, Small minds discuss people. |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: GUEST,No longer in the dark tunnel Date: 25 Nov 06 - 07:40 AM Dear Still Living Guest, as someone who has also lived in that "dark tunnel" of which you speak, my heart goes out to you. I lived in it, within a psychologically abusive marriage, for many years before I finally found the courage, as you now have, to voice my thoughts and fears to others. There is nothing worse than being in that abyss, feeling that you are alone and with no way out. If your partner, by their words or actions, slowly kills your self-esteem over the years, it becomes all too easy to believe the negative, despite that tiny positive voice deep inside you which tells you otherwise. I am so glad to see from your post that you are wise enough to recognize that this is happening. Do keep listening to your own 'positives', however small they may seem at first - because, believe me, by listening to them, and shutting out the rest, the positives will grow and give you ever greater strength and confidence. Please know that you have done the very best thing by speaking here, and carry on talking - here and, step by step, in the 3D world also. Once I started talking to people about my situation (which I had kept quiet for so long, trying to keep up the pretence of a happy family), I came to see that I was far from alone and that where I thought there was no way out, there were many good, positive choices before me. I remember so clearly the relief, the feeling of walking through a door that had been barred to me. I only realized later that I had been the one barring the door. It had been open all the time. Realizing that you DO have a choice, even without necessarily acting upon it, will start to bring the light flooding back into your life. As others have said here, I urge you to talk and talk and talk some more, to as many trusted people as you can find, both people you already know, and also to helping organizations, such as Relate. The more people you talk to, taking time to think things through, the more confident you will be that each step you take towards making changes in your life will be YOUR decision. Please consider this: moving into an unknown future which, looking from the outside, may appear to point to "nothing" could in fact turn out to be "everything" once you have walked a little way into it, step by step. This may or may not be the choice you eventually make, but I did choose to leave my long marriage, 7 years ago now. It was not a hasty decision, I did all that talking I've mentioned above. Yes, at the outset, when I first started to realize that I DID have that option (despite all the barriers I had put up for myself against leaving)I found the thought of it scary, like walking into "nothing" -but that was before I started seriously talking, thinking and taking sensible time over it. I have said here in previous threads on this subject, that I would so much love to "revisit" my old self, in my old life, to put my arm around myself and say "It won't always be like this. You do have a choice. You can and will make everything very different and very much better." I can't go back in time and do that - but I can say that now, to you. |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: Maryrrf Date: 25 Nov 06 - 09:16 AM I can't add anything to what the above poster said, but it was beautifully put. Thanks for posting that. From where Still Living is, it must seem very dark right now, but there is light on the horizon. You will recover, and find enjoyment and peace in life again. I must repeat, it's much, much better not to be in a relationship than to be in a relationship with the wrong person. |
Subject: Lyr Add: BREAKING UP IS HARD TO DO (Neil Sedaka) From: The Fooles Troupe Date: 25 Nov 06 - 05:39 PM Breaking Up Is Hard To Do Written by N. Sedaka and H. Greenfield Recorded by Neil Sedaka Also recorded by The Carpenters, The Partridge Family, and Lenny Welch Don't take your love away from me Don't you leave my heart in misery If you go then I'll be blue 'Cause breaking up his hard to do Remember when you held me tight And you kissed me all through the night Think of all that we've been through Breaking up is hard to do They say that breaking up is hard to do Now I know, I know that it's true Don't say that this is the end Instead of breaking up I wish that we were making up again I beg of you, don't say goodbye Can't we give our love another try Come on baby, let's start anew 'Cause breaking up is hard to do There! Now it's a Music Thread! |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: GUEST,lox Date: 25 Nov 06 - 06:15 PM I'm glad this is back. It's hard to contribute to a thread like this without being personal. In fact, what drew me to it was the relevance to me. If I hadn't had these experences recently, I might have just ignored it, looking for something a bit more upbeat. In that respect, it is probably realistic to expect a certain amount of partisanism to one side or the other of the issue. I am extremely blunt when I speak to my ex, for reasons that exist between us. They are not reasons that the mudcat is particularly in need of knowing though, and it is obviously better not to let a brawl develop in a public forum. It serves merely to embarass both parties, and cause more hurt, thus undermining the whole intention, which presumably is to make oneself feel better. Hence, in his forum, I would rather focus on how I feel and how I deal with that. I am interested to know how other people feel and have felt, and how they deal with it, and that includes people for whom the roles have been reversed. So far, there has been much that has offered me solace and understanding. You're a good bunch. Don't worry about trolls. |
Subject: Lyr Add: LOOKING BACK (Nat King Cole) From: GUEST,Confidentially Anonymous Guy Date: 25 Nov 06 - 07:28 PM Good to have you back, lox. You tough self-centered men out there that have caused a breakup, listen up. If you dump your girl, you may have a later change in mind. However, that change may come too late. If you are turned down with your apologies to the ex you broke up with, you just might experience the same or worse feelings she suffered. The remorse can be tremendous and almost unbearable. If you have never experienced the "silent treatment" from a steadfast woman you certainly do not want to. I thought, she could not make it without me and she would get over what I said. 6 months later, well, that has not happened and I doubt I will ever be forgiven. The finality of that is extremely tough to accept. Thing Called Love by Jimmy Dean Six foot six he stood on the ground Weighed two hundred and thirty-five pounds But I saw that giant of a man brought down To his knees by Love LOOKING BACK by Nat King Cole Looking back over my life I can see where I caused you strife But I know, oh yes I know I'd never make that same mistake again Looking back over my deeds I can see signs a wise man heeds And if I just had the chance I'd never make that same mistake again Once my cup was overflowing But I gave nothing in return Now I can't begin to tell you What a lesson I have learned Looking back over the slate I can see love turned to hate But I know, oh yes I know I'd never make that same mistake again Unfortunately for me, my ex will never give me the opportunity to "never make that same mistake again". Any love that was there has turned to hate. I must forever live with my deeds and certainly, I did not "see signs a wise man heeds" Therefore men, corral your cockiness and think about what you say to your girl before you spout out hurtful words you can never ever take back. "I was a big man yesterday but boy you oughta to see me now!" Big Man by Four Preps. |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: katlaughing Date: 25 Nov 06 - 08:21 PM It works both ways. Remember that Robert Earl Keen song where he is described as being "a short-range victim of her sawed-off mouth?" From a blessing I wrote for my daughter when she was married: Guide your minds and hearts To think before speaking, To love without judgement, To cherish in all ways, To respect with honour, For in the division of hurts, There is no honour. kat |
Subject: Lyr Add: I WISH I WERE IN LOVE AGAIN (Rodgers/Hart From: John MacKenzie Date: 26 Nov 06 - 05:05 AM The sleepless nights The daily fights The quick toboggan when you reach the heights I miss the kisses and I miss the bites I wish I were in love again The broken dates The endless waits The lovely loving and the hateful hates The conversations with the flying plates I wish I were in love again No more pain No no more strain Now Im sane But Id rather be punch drunk The flying fur of cat and cur The fine mismatching of a him and her Ive learned my lesson but I wish I were in love again The furtive sigh The blackened eye The words I love you till the day I die The self-deception that believes that lie I wish I were in love again When love congeals It soon reveals The faint aroma of performing seals The double-crossing of a pair of heels I wish I were in love again No more care No more despair Now Im all there But Id rather be punch drunk Believe me sir, I much prefer The classic battle of a him and her I dont like quiet and I wish I were In love again In love again Rogers & Hart |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: Diva Date: 26 Nov 06 - 05:52 AM To anon and still living. I was once told that the best revenge was living well and it is!!! Look after yourself, make nice meals, pamper yourself etc just small things but they reinforce your sense of self and that you are worth making a fuss of |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: GUEST Date: 27 Nov 06 - 07:22 PM Mr. Red posted the phrase below in a "sister" thread to this one. To paraphrase: If You Love something set it free, if it comes back to you it is yours, if it doesn't it never was. |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: Blowzabella Date: 27 Nov 06 - 07:26 PM It sounds awful trite but, when I was a teenager, i decded my maxim would be 'don't worry about things which you can't do anything about'. i think i meant If You Love something set it free, if it comes back to you it is yours, if it doesn't it never was. |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: GUEST Date: 27 Nov 06 - 07:52 PM "We do not possess anything in this world, least of all other people. We only imagine that we do. Our friends, our lovers, our spouses, even our children are not ours; they belong only to themselves. Possessive and controlling friendships and relationships can be as harmful as neglect." The Phrase is derived from a Chinese Proverb, If You Love Something... |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: GUEST,lox Date: 27 Nov 06 - 07:55 PM And I am loving watching my daughters little wings develop. Can't wait to see her fly. |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: catspaw49 Date: 27 Nov 06 - 08:39 PM "If You Love something set it free. If it comes back to you it is yours, If it doesn't it never was. But since you have time and effort invested, Hunt it down and kill it." ..............................................O.J. Simpson Spaw |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: JudeL Date: 27 Nov 06 - 09:12 PM phrase from the song wings sung by artisan (amongst others) "if you give your love it's freedom it may stay a while, if it doesn't it was never yours to own" |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: GUEST,Stratis Thalassinos Date: 27 Nov 06 - 09:25 PM So Profound, so true They told us you'll conquer when you submit We submitted and found ashes They told us you'll conquer when you love We loved and found ashes They told us you'll conquer when you abandon life We abandoned our life and found ashes We found ashes. It remains to rediscover our life, now that we've nothing left. I imagine that he who'll rediscover life, in spite of so much paper, so many emotions, so many debates and so much teaching, will be someone like us only with a slightly tougher memory. We ourselves can't help still remembering what we've given. He'll remember only what he's gained from each of his offerings. What can a flame remember? If it remembers a little less than is necessary, it goes out; if it remembers a little more than is necessary, it goes out. If only it could teach us, while it burns, to remember correctly. I've come to an end: if only someone could begin at the point where I've ended. There are times when I have the impression that I've reached the limit, that everything's in its place, ready to sing together in harmony. The machine on the point of starting. I can even imagine it in motion, alive, like something unsuspectedly new. But there is still something: an infinitesimal obstacle, a grain of sand, shrinking and shrinking yet unable to disappear completely. I don't know what I ought to say or what I ought to do. Sometimes that obstacle seems to me like a teardrop wedged into some articulation of the orchestra, keeping it silent until its been dissolved. And I have an unbearable feeling that all the rest of my life wont be sufficient to dissolve this drop within my soul. And I'm haunted by the thought that if they were to burn me alive, this obstinate moment would be the last to surrender, Seferis, Stratis Thalassinos describes a man |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: katlaughing Date: 27 Nov 06 - 11:05 PM For more about the above author Click Here |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: GUEST,Student J Date: 28 Nov 06 - 11:11 AM Breaking up is so very hard to do. If you really love him, and there's nothing I can do, Don't try to spare my feelings, Just tell me that we're through, And make it easy on yourself. |
Subject: Lyr Add: I CAN'T HELP IT (Hank Williams) From: GUEST Date: 28 Nov 06 - 11:37 AM Today I passed you on the street And my heart fell at your feet I can't help it if I'm still in love with you Somebody else was by your side And she looked so satisfied I can't help it if I'm still in love with you A picture from the past came slowly stealing As I brushed your arm and stood so close to you Suddenly I got that old time feeling I can't help it if I'm still in love with you It's hard to know another's lips have kissed you And held you close the way I used to do Heaven only knows how much I miss you I can't help it if I'm still in love with you No I can't help it if I'm still in love with you |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: Diva Date: 30 Nov 06 - 07:28 AM The brian Burford song Wings is just so perfect to describe so many situations, particularly break ups.It is also particularly apt for me as the mother of a teenager which was the reason it was written, I think. I think when you are young sometimes you don't have the confidence in yourself to let go of relationships that have perhaps run their course. We live and learn. |
Subject: RE: BS: Breaking Up is Hard to Do_Redux From: Scoville Date: 30 Nov 06 - 12:30 PM "Letting people go when you love them so, That's the hardest lesson you can learn, Birds will learn to fly, They'll either fly or die, And if you help them sometimes they return." I can't remember the rest and I can't find it online. From a self-released album by a guy named Bob White. It's a great album. If anyone knows what became of him I'd like to know. |